x loving.each.day x

2008-07-07T22:33:00.002+08:00

I've moved.

HERE

Thanks for all the memories eggyblog.
I've moved to the dark/cool side :)

FRIENDS! ADD ME OKAY :D
& PRECIOUS LOVELIES, PLEASE CREATE A LJ ACC TO ADD ME SO YOU CAN READ MY FRIENDS ONLY ENTRIES :)

2008-06-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

i feel broke.
spending 300bucks in two days is not good.

work is good.
cinth & bfff are ultimate fun people to work with :)

probably will blog photos when im not lazy.
which.. probably will not happen.

2008-06-13T10:13:00.002+08:00

Dear friend,

If only you were still around.

I'm still wishing for someone to tell me it's an unfunny joke. I'll scold them, whack them and then laugh my heart out because I'm so relieved it's a joke. The night when I heard the news, I woke up the next morning hoping it's just a bad dream. But it wasn't. The news showed your face, your botak innocent boyish smile.. Even your friendster profile.. Everytime the news came out, I'll rush to the TV to watch, thinking that something might change - you might come back. But I know I'm just living in self denial. I miss you.

Although we were never very very close, you always doted on me like a big brother. You once said I was one of your favourite subcomms, and I'm just really proud of that. We all are. But now, I wish I told you that you were one of my favourite maincomms too.

The last two times I saw you - Tian's wedding and Alan's 21st. At Tian's wedding, you were up to your usual nonsense that made me smile. What a retarded photo you took with Weiwei & I.

Alan's 21st.

I still remember challenging you the Crazy Taxi. In the end, you never won me. We both sucked and had only 3 customers. Now, I'll never have the chance to hear you say, "Eh, let me play leh... Please.. After Angel okay???" It's still ringing so soundly in my head..

And of course, you just had to do something retarded like sleeping with your mouth open at the celebration.

I miss you Clifton Lam.

We were all supposed to meet next week for Kovan Melody.. and you pangseh us again. It's just not the same without you. You have filled my life with a lot of joy and laughter, gave me confidence and you had faith in my skills when I was in Year 1. Thanks for the many opportunities and I'm sorry I never ran for maincomm even though you keep telling me to.

It's just so sad I never said a proper goodbye. I've been crying a lot these days and the strange thing was yesterday when I was crying so hard, I suddenly heard your voice telling me you don't want to see me sad.

And I instantly stopped.

You still live inside my heart, my friend. In all our hearts.

You'll be sorely missed.

Really.

2008-05-29T22:10:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHA YES I KNOW TPSU D&D WAS LIKE AGES AGES AGOOOOOOO.

But here were the pictures. In the weirdest and messedup order ever :)

Hey, I don't do this often okay!

Me love Hunns. And miss her plenty. Wish we could laugh like mad horses & donkeys again. MISS YOU BABE.
Pretty darling Amanda. Look like designer hor.
Hello girlfriend :D This girlfriend is my favourite company especially when the boys go on and on about their stupidarmyshit. *rolls eyes*
PORKCHOP! :D With his blingbling belt :)
MISS CAIYUTING WHO I MISS COS I NEVER SEE HER LIKE DAMN LONG ALREADY :)

JOHNNNY!!! :D YES I MISS YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOO. AND BENCHOW, I KNOW WE DONT HAVE A PICTURE WITH EACH OTHER.

HAPPYPILL! :) I really miss this boy, hope he's doing fine. Omg, I'm losing contact with the world man.
SHEPPPY! Who was a clown on stage. Oops, pun intended.
As you can see, Issac was protecting me from being fat on camera. HEHEHEHEHEH. Kimbo is.. just an extra!!! :D
BANANA! :)
LINGLINGWEIWEI. So hot & pretty like since forever.

JACQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ. I miss suaning this girl. Sigh. I'm getting all those nostalgic thoughts :(
DIONNE :)
HUNNS AGAIN LOOKING DAMN CUTE WITH HER SPECS LARRRRR.
KIMBO! :) Fashionable hor, idiot. So pretty for what. HAHAHAHAHA.
TATTTTYIIIIII. Who like his brother, can't smile for nuts. But I think Tatyi smiles better HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ooops, sorry!

PRETTY ASHELYYYY :)
BENCHENGGGGGGGG. Omg I miss clowning with this guy :(
ADORABLEEEEEE VAL :)
NONSENSE SELENEEEEEEE. Omg, I miss all the times man.
JOYCEEEEE ;)

GIRLFRIENDDDD JESSYBESSY!!! Yikes, can recall that day panicking over scotchtape AND OUR STUPID VIDEO ON YOUTUBE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. misss youuuuuuuuu.
CALEBBB!!! Which reminds me I didn't take picture with tom :(
MANDAPANDA AGAIN.
miss cai who i love so so much :)

GLENNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! You're still saved as G! :) in my phone!
SARAHRAHRAH :)
EDWINNN :)

Lastly, bestfriends.

OMG, don't you think I have such good looking friends? :) Hehehehe. I miss SU. Sigh. I miss the world.

2008-05-25T17:36:00.003+08:00

I think most of you will exclaim in shock that I've finally blogged! Yes, but sorry to pop your bubble but it's just going to be a short one.

I've looked through Friendster and mostly went to see H9's profiles. Sigh, yesterday at Wong's celebration - was something I missed so much. The shopping with Sio, Ngiam, Fiq & Vonn was truly fun, bimbotic and missed. :)

The photo taking and mad laughters and everyone snatching for their left profile - yea, I missed that a lot too. Even though it wasn't the full h9&co, I was happy enough to see that most of us were there :) I love you all very much.

Can't wait to finally catch a movie together as H9. BEEN AGES SINCE WE'VE DONE THAT OMG OMG. Ice Age! :D Hahahaha, sigh, I miss them all.

Okay, that's about it. I miss my two longjohnlongtalkslonglaughterslongemoing buddies. I hope I'll see them soon :D

Oh yes. And I love my boy :) Still happily in love, just in case anyone wants to know :)

2008-03-18T16:02:00.001+08:00

FIRST DAY OF WORK WENT WELL (:

That's for all those who wanted to ask me how SIP went :D

Everyone was superbly nice. The first day of work was so slack - just touring around, meeting people & having a lunch treat by our supervisors :) Hee.

Big thanks to Jacinth & Cheryl - I'm glad I'm working with you two. Non stop gossiping, bitching & nonsense talking :D YAY to Charlie's Angels hahahahahahahah.

Off day today, can you believe it? :) Heh, we're entitled to choose one weekend and one weekday off!

Can't imagine I'll say this but... can't wait to start work tomorrow :)

xoxo (:

2008-03-13T18:11:00.003+08:00

Helllllooo.

I haven't been blogging for ages, blah.

Life's been good, the holidays are ending though. Sigh, SIP on Monday! Excitement mixed with a lot of anxiety about how things will turn out (:

Been busy with the shopblogggggggggg because sister is lazyyyy. HAHA.
SHOPBLOG!

(:

Benchow's birthday tomorrow! :) Excited to see everyone :)

2008-03-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

Pretty dead sums up the state of my blog.

SIP officially starts in 12 days. I'm looking forward to it but somehow dreading it as well. Working out in the real world only means dealing with more politics, something I'm not very good in handling. Sigh.

Anyway, for all who didn't know, my paternal grandmother passed away. The wake was very saddening, especially seeing all my aunties & my parents crying. I wasn't that close to her, in fact, I never did have much memories about her. But of course, I cried. Not just shedding crocodile tears like some people did, but honestly, tears of sadness.

It pains me to see my dad break down because to me, my dad has always been an icon of my life. He did so much for my grandmother and I hope everyone appreciates it. Even if they didn't, I know my dad wouldn't mind, as long as he knows he did all he could.

Surprisingly, my sister cried a lot and she was very disturbed by the incident. I guess this incident has somehow matured her in a way, and I'm glad for that. How it matured her I don't know either, but I'm sure it did.

For me, all I know is life is short. When you're still alike and kicking, you bear grudges, you hate people but once you're almost close to death, almost one leg in that coffin - I guess all these don't matter anymore.

It was an experience for me I must say. I haven't been to funerals before and it was my first one. So many customs, so many rules and superstitions to follow, it was mind boggling. Many strange and unexplainable things happened but I guess it's all nature's doing. Funny how they happened.

One person I would have to thank is my boy. Thanks for rushing out of camp just to accompany me, to accompany me by staying up all night even though you're dead tired. I love you and I think my family loves you too :) Thanks for doing all these for me, I appreciate & love you even more :)

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I have photos to post but I'm kinda tired now, so I'll do it a while later.

TOMU/JESSYBESSY, please send me the bbq's pictures soon!

And ah, yes, I should blog about my fabulous VDAY present soon (:

2008-02-15T21:07:00.018+08:00

Open House 08

Went to send my boy to SGH because of his foot rot. Poor baby. He's pouting because he doesn't wanna go back!
BESTFRIEND JESS! :)
HAHAHAHA OMG THIS IS MY FUNNY FRIEND ADRIAN & HIS DAMN FUNNY FACE.

So cuteeeee, i love this photo!
This balloon heart is from Happypill Farhan! :)

Benchow! I still think I'm cute lo. Idiot.

Thank you loves, for making OpenHouse fun! :)
My favourite confidante. :D
Amanda Panda Wanda!
Jess again! :)
At Serene's party, without Jess ):

The lookalikes. Don't you think they look alike omgs.
Weiwei is a glutton please. He ask me to take all the food for him then he eat everything. "Er joan, that one that one and that one. EH WHY U NEVER TAKE EGG FOR ME. TAKE MORE LEH." Greedy!
Okay la, but I still heart weiwei.
Clifton! :)
My boomo buddy GLENN ! :) Wo xiang ni twoooos!

I think the first picture is damn cute la. Seriously. :)
We were just sitting there & camwhoring. How fun! :)
KAZUMI!!!! I miss this girl so much. And she says everytime she sees me, she thinks of the fun times we had in Garang! Omg, I miss her.

Toptable with Benchow & Jasmine Gan!

omg our damn yummy food that makes me so freaking hungry now :(
She is my bestfriendinclass for two years already and hopefully next year too! :) Hearts.

Yah, Benchow said he was going to put that in his friendster as display pic HAHAHAHAHAHA. He's my bestfriend so okay lo, anything :)
We finally got to use Toptable toilet and we happen to very excited about it!
We were shouting in the lift, "Hurry! Hurry! Before anyone press the lift door then very paiseh! OMG, faster!" HAHAHA.

H9&co outing at Swensens!

Taking photos while waiting terribly long for the queue.
My favourite of all the lot. Bao, sorry! The rest not as nice so I put this one up HAHAHA.

Favourite Wongie! Please pardon fat arms. :D
I love my girls!
This bad boy is so cute. Because when heard that we taking photo, he immediately take his specs and wear. So cute please.
William & Sio :)

Er, my retarded friends. Please pardon them.
FIQ THE BOTAK.
Cross eyed people! I can do it too! HAHA.
Bao bao bao & I :)

I love! :)

CNY FirstDay! :)
He is Ryan and he's so adorable! I love cuddling him & seeing him laugh! So innocently adorable :)
Hello sister, I love your company & I love camwhoring with you!
We were totally in love with the house and we decided to just keep taking photos! So pretty please the whole house.

And Ryan is damn cute! He kept introducing all the "fans" in all the room. He goes, "This room.. got fan. This room.. that's the fan.." Wa, cute.

Yes, I'm still a little kid. I love Ryan's playroom, I wish I had one like that! SO MANY TOYS YOU KNOW!
hEHE, SNAKES MUST TAKE WITH SNAKES! :)
Everyone loves Ryan! See how he poses with the TWIST. SO ADORABLE I CANNOT TAKE IT.
His little bear that I'll mischieviously hide it and he'll keep giggling and asking me for it.

Camwhoring with my pretty sister.
SO ADORABLE PLS. You know what he was doing? Because he asked me where I got my earrings, he says "Your earrings so pretty. Where you buy?" Then I asked if he want earrings but he say, "I'm not a girl." THEN. He makes his own earring using his bearbear & my sister's bag. hahahahahaha.
Attacking his bear. So cute!
He's a really rich little kid. Look at the amount of trains he have! Omg. I was amazed. But he's really smart, he connected all that by himself!
Just taking a picture for fun.

See! He's so happy with his tunnels. :) I was reluctant to leave his house. Before leaving, he gave me an innocent hug! Melts, so cute!

2nd day CNY at home :)

he's the cutest please! :)
Out with the boy's friends - who are now my friends! :D

Cal driving without hands on the steering wheels. Tian was freaking out HAHAHA.
Best mates yo!
Justin.. Because the next few ppictures dont have you, I shall blog this picture of you HAHAHA. Even though you KEEP bullying me like mad.
This happens when the camera takes 3 timer shots at one go. HAHAHA UNGLAM!
It really was fun! :) Thanks for the company guys!

3rd day CNY at Alvin's!

Camwhoring because I like my outfit.
Taken by the boy :)
Sillyboy, I love you many!
ultimate favourite girl please!

SEEEEEEEEEEEE, I even name my worms after you all okay! Shows my love!
What a nice shot please! (: I took it please, hehe.
Alanoooooooo.
Terence! Blackie! Which reminds me, that day when I surfed Emily's profile, I saw a familar face. Then I realise I forgot her brother is Terence HAHAHA.
(:

This boy. Is. A. Camwhore.
I wear aviators, so I'm really cool.

The really really cute siblings duo - Angel & Amos. I swear they look like couple okay! & thanks for the company, it was really fun hanging out with you all. Amos, stop calling me Aunty.

With that, I end my extremely long post. It'll be quite long before I start blogging photos again. Happy scrolling! :)

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To my favourite sillyboy in the whole wide world,

I love you much much.

I love you so much that I would...

1) Give up all the bacon & croutons in my favourite Caesar salad.

2) Run 2.4km for you.

3) Stop swearing whenever bad things crop up.

4) Sit properly and cross my legs and be feminine.

5) Give up my mudslide to see your smile.

6) Stop eating nacho cheese to make you less upset.

7) Lend you my favourite bolster to sleep.

8) Share my comforter with you so that you'll not shiver in the cold :)

9) Let you play computer games.

10) Continue loving you more and more each day.

All that, just to see you happy again. Please don't be emopotato, I love you! :)

Okay readers, please do not say I'm overly mushy! :)

2008-02-14T13:42:00.002+08:00

It sucks to be sick on Valentine's day.

123bestfriends, please enjoy your other half's company today (: I wish two in particular all the very best, heh.

Thanks to Chinese New Year, I have a terrible sore throat, a 10cent big ulcer (apparently thats what Dr Ting said), swollen tonsils & well, on & off fever with a fine dash of constant puking.

Great.

I know I haven't blogged much about CNY but I have a gazillion photos of all the days.

My first day was spent at my maternal grandma's place and then my aunt's place. COUSIN RYAN IS SO CUTEEEEEEE. I must must must post the pictures to do him some justice. He's so adorable, I swear! :D

Second day was at the boy's place. Met ALOT of his random relatives, & found my GP teacher from TPJC 1st 3months. Gosh, what a small ~~world~~ Singapore. Dinner was at my place and then we went out with the boy's friends for GameOfLife, prata and really, a lot of havoc in the car.

The havoc wasn't anything much, really. Just winding down of the windows, blasting the music on full volume, shouting at random passerbys (like commuters at the bus stop) & well, driving without any hands on the wheel. Nothing much right? BUT. It was A LOT OF LAUGHS, it was quite exciting actually. (:

Third day was Alvin's place with lots of gambling. Yes, Banluck & Poker. Boy lost some moolah though. Then it was watching of movie with Angel & Amos - who are the cutest siblings I swear (: Stayover was ... sleepy. :)

Yes and because of all that fun & late nights, yours truly fell sick on the fourth day with a terribly high fever.

That sums up my AWESOMEKICKASSCNY! :)

Photos up, when I find time.

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Oh yes, whoever thought Andrew Chew would make it to Cleo's 50 eligible bachelors? But it was a really nice photo though.

2008-02-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

favourite SAMPAT girls (:
ITS FINALLY OVER!

Those days of dragging myself up at 530am in the morning, taking so damn long just to bun my hair, walking the darkly lit road just to get to my bus stop, getting butterflies in my stomach just before roll call, worrying if my service sequence is okay...

Yes, my SSM days are over. But surprisingly, what I have gained is something no one else would be able to gain unless you go through SSM.

Everyone was rejoicing about the end of SSM but when I mellowed down after all that excitement, I never realise I would say this but.. I guess I'll miss my busy Tuesdays.

Busy Tuesdays that made me know more people & work with so many random people that I wouldn't work with otherwise.

Let's see how much I have changed through this 17 weeks.
THEN: Waking up at 5:20am just to prepare for SSM AND I STILL HAD TO RUSH.
NOW: I wake up at 540 sometimes but I still have plenty of time to spare.

THEN: I took almost an hour just to gel my hair.
NOW: I take the most 25 minutes (:

THEN: Shivers in terror whenever Mr Goh walks past.
NOW: Still shivers but maybe due to the cold & not Mr Goh anymore (:

THEN: Takes forever to set the long table. Always very clumsy & mess things up.
NOW: Do already still got time to slack & help people HAHA.

THEN: Hates service sequence & never seem to remember them.
NOW: Thinks service sequence is the greatest thing ever discovered (:

I must say that through these MAD Tuesdays, I have had my fair share of fun. The people in LRM are really fun to work with & there are many whom I'm fond of working with. If I had the chance, they'll be the people I want to work with next time. Be it under them, directing them or just working hand in hand. It was a fantastic experience.

To think that someone like me, sometimes really uncultured, could pick up service of fine-dining. I know many asked if I preferred Toptable or Sugarloaf and I always said Sugarloaf no matter what. I insisted because it was under a fun environment, I'm going to enjoy my time there. However, I think I've always said Sugarloaf because somehow or rather, I didn't want to admit that working at the stressful Toptable was actually.. quite satisfying.

Seeing your guests leave with a smile or when you & your classmates remember the service sequence & hence, communicated with each other... It's really quite satisfying.

Sure, you'll think "What's the big deal man Joan? Just go back Toptable or Sugarloaf to eat lah". But all I can say is, it's really different.

You won't be able to experience those small talk we'll have at whenever free time, helping each other to cover up, tasting the food hungrily because we didn't get our break... Yes, I'm trying to say that all that was indeed quite fun (:

I guess I'm just a sentimental girl. Let me rant. I deserve to, after 17weeks of SSM (:

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I shall blog pictures when I'm not so lazy. :D

2008-02-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha, I think bestfriend & I are really quite cute.
Although he insists (and forever will insist) that I'm not cute.

PLEASE!
WHO IS THERE TO LISTEN TO YOUR RANTS.
AND CHEER YOU UP WITH HER COKNESS.
WHO EAT WITH YOU ON MONDAYS & WALK YOU ALL THE WAY TO LIBRARY?
AND EAT WITH YOU TOPTABLE & TAKE ELMO PICTURES YOU TELL ME.

It's this cute bestfriend of yours okay! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

&, look at what we drew each other! :D

My cute mouse!

His.. ~~very cute~~ okay only mouse.. :D

K la bestfriend, cute la cute la :)

2008-02-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

Today denotes a significant day of my 2oo8.

It was my first time dining at Toptable!

Amazing isn't it? How I worked there for almost 14 weeks & never officially dined there before. Always serving and serving, smiling and having a good service attitude, worrying about whether my protocol is correct... Today's lunch at Toptable was truly enjoyable :D

No need to worry about whether I should fire main course or dessert, everything was just settled! Yay to that :D

My two lovely lunchmates were Jasmine Gan & Benchow! (: (: We took SOOOO long, I swear, just to decide on what to eat! My god. But I had the mushroom sp & spring chix (: Benchow had the same mushroom sp but the catch of the day. Jas had the cream of seafood & potato soup & catch of the day.

THE CREAM OF SEAFOOD & POTATO SOUP WAS DAMN GOOOOOD. The mushroom soup tasted a bit weird. Like there was too much mushroom or something. Gah.

The main course however, damn nice! (: The spring chicken had flavour and was awesomely tender (: (: The catch of the day was quite nice also, I like the salmon skin! :D

I bet everyone's just hungry now, reading my post. Blah.

Talked & laughed a lot with Benchow & Jas. & we took elmo photos! :D Hahahah, I shall blog the pictures once Jas send them to me because I'm too lazy to upload them from my phone. LALALA.

& Benchow damn happy today he ate Toptable, right Benchow! WOOO and I know why. :D

Anyway, after that, we sent Benchow off to the library where he became an EMOLOSER hahahahahahahahahahah. No, I didn't just scold my bestfriend okay, he said it so himself (:

Went to TM to shop with Jasmine. SHE SUCK LA, WALAU MAKE ME TRY THIS DAMN NICE MNG SHIRT BUT I GOT NO MONEY LEH HOW.

It's 45SGD, any rich person would like to sponsor? Please tag at my board with your email HAHA.

But I love Jasmine, bestfriendinclassloves (: Always and always making me laugh. Good luck with your reflection paper, you can do it! (:

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The weekends were fab.

Dinner with the niners - always a blast & full of phototaking & laughs (: I love the niners plentyful.

Quality time spent with the boy & family after that. A lot of damn funny things happened, shall type it out another day.

& Sunday was cool. Boy & I had wrestling - obviously he won lah, but I put up a good fight okay! :D

Alrights, time for TV!

YAYYYYYY NO MORE SUBMISSIONS!!!!

2008-01-26T15:07:00.000+08:00

You cannot believe how thankful I am for FEM project to be over and done with.

BUT.

I'm not relieved yet. Sigh, there are still 3 tests coming up and 2 individual assignments due in two weeks time. Gosh, I'm so looking for the Chinese New Year. Plus, the boy gets a long weekend so hurray to that!

I've been unbelievably tired these few days, sleeping at 11pm everynight & waking up around 530-8am almost everyday. Today was the only day I slept in till 1pm, just to make up for all that lost sleep.

A lot of things have been happening around at home and all I can say is that I hope things will get better because I'm sick and tired of all the nonsense happening around sometimes. It's really both draining and straining, and again, both physically and emotionally. It's been taking a toll on me and sad to say, the boy was my punching bag for all my troubles. Sorry baby, I know this period has been tough on you like it has been on me.

On a happier note, I finally went to the lounge yesterday & met my lovelies. The talk, although short, was really fruitful because I caught up with bestfriends & my lovelies at lounge (:

Speaking of lounge, I'm again in a dilemma of FO. Sigh, FO falls on my SIP week. Take leave you might say. Easy to say but terribly difficult to do. The problem is, my programme list has more or less been done up and in the first three-four months of my SIP, I'll be rotating between different departments and the duration I'm going to spend in each department is a range of 1 - 3week.

If I take a week off just for FO, I'll be missing out a lot on the department and I'm not sure if it'll reflect well on my SIP performance. Moreover, my dad will strangle & possibly skin me alive if I told him I'm foresaking a week of work just for FO.

Sigh. Double sigh.

I've quarrelled with TWO people over this & I feel that I'm not entirely to blame. Hey, SIP vs FO is a tough choice but I know that if I go to FO, my dad will be terribly unhappy and that's not something I want to make him feel especially during this tough period of time.

I haven't decided much yet, but SIP only happens once while FO comes again next year. I'll just try my best to get leave, at least for FOC, but I've made up my mind that taking a whole week off will make my employer & most importantly, my dad very unhappy.

Judge me if you want, I don't really care anymore. Besides, don't force your beliefs & thoughts on me. I really do have a right to make my own decision you know. & this is something I've chosen and you don't have a right to interfere. I'm dead serious about this.

Sounds like a gloomy post that I'm blogging on a glorious sunny Saturday afternoon. Hah.

I think it's the red tide that's coming soon. Its lateness has caused many troubles in my life!! :/ HAHA.

Okay, I should get back to studying now. Meeting Jessybessy at 530pm at PP. Woo, ciao.

2008-01-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

BESTIES♥

Me is extremely sunburnt. ):

YVONNELOWCHEWFANG, thanks for the durian roll, nutella bread, paranoia about our top dropping, splashing water at each other, taking uglified photos & laughing about it, whacking away dragonflies, asking the clouds to move away, lying with towels over our faces, mad jumpshots in the water, yaying over our tanlines, busybodying in friendster (:

♥ This extremely candid photo is both of us giggling & screaming when the camera suddenly fell downwards when we wanted to take a self timer shot. DAMN FUNNY.

♥ LOVE YOU LA BESTY.

2008-01-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

Hello world (:

Photos have been edited & uploaded! Yes, the procrastinator has finally shown her hardworking side (:

Click to enlarge! (:

Meetup with h9&co at Vil'age (:

I think it's either the sunlight, the camera flash or ME hahahahah. (that makes him close his eyes)
OMG THE CAESAR SALAD IS FREAKING GOOOOOOOOOOD. I'm damn upset that Vil'age has closed down ): ): ): Awfully hungry just looking at this.
For Yuting. So coincidental. It's real fact 148 plus it's about the tallest man. HAHAHA, so cute right caiyuting! SEE, I think of you even when I'm out with my other friends! :D
Everyone was competing over DJMAX hahahahah. I look like some unglam ahsoh but oh well, all in the name of fun :D
WE WAITED LIKE HALF AN HOUR TO CROSS THIS OKAY!!! All because Derrick wanted to!

So in the meantime...
There! (: I posted each side so it's fair and square hor Yvonne Low! (: I like my left and she likes my left so we always always squabble about the placing :D
DERRICK! :D
Girlfriends I love so so much.

Missing Ngiamy & Jazreel, who were probably too busy checking out whether it's time to cross a not. HAHA.
:D
There! The others. Ngiam is ultra cute lah. She looks so proud! HAHA.
YES DO YOU KNOW THIS IS SO EXCITING HAHAHAHAHAH. I even went "OMG GREEN LIGHT WOOOO!" I was super enthu lor. :D

Lastly..

I love & miss you guys. Please meet up soon! Tentative plans Jaz & I came up with is late lunch/dinner at Cartel @ Siglap! (:

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New Year Eve with the family! :D

My sis & I never get bored of taking photos I swear. We were snapping like close to 30 shots within minutes. So fun! (:
My boy's first meeting with my family! (:
Outside Vil'age where we were posing with the moomoos :D So cute right the cows!

AHHHHHH THIS PICTURE IS THE CUTEST LA. (: I think he looks really adorable here. Hehehehe.
Hello tall sister. Although you are annoying at times, wear my clothes like all the time, make so much noise when I'm trying to sleep, borrow my stuff yet never return or put them back nicely.. I still love you.

OMG YUMMMMMMM. Caesar salad, rosti with some chicken sausage which was awesome, crepe with sausage & mashed potato! :D
&&&. Our pizza, pork snail sausage, erdingers&snapples & the ohsoyummy pork knuckle!

A lot a lot of yummy food. It all added up to around 130bucks. That's okay for five right? LOL.

Awww, how cute. Happy & full girl! ^^
I think it's so cool that Jodin can click with my sis (:
Okay lor, bestfriends lor HAHAHAHAHA.
My daddy & mummy :D
Hello sister! (:

My kickass family (: God, my sister is damn tall hor. She was wearing heels somemore.
Actually, not Christmas but new year eve. HAHAHA.
(:
My boy loves his new Picard leather wallet. HAHA.

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FINALLY! :D
My bestfriendinclass told me that this is damn nice to drink so I bought it and... It was okay lah. It's good for the throat though! (:
Do you have a boyfriend who will rush down all the way from Chua/Yio Chu Kang to Harbourfront, wear formal just to accompany you for your interview?

I KNOW YOU DON'T HAHA! :D

But I do & I love him to bits.

Hello boy, I love you.

Yiling's 21st birthday bash! (:
DAMN NICE RIGHT AMOS DESIGN ONE!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH damn cute.
To my favourite spouse mate, thanks for the company the whole night! (: Wouldn't know what to do without you - you were a barrel of fun! (: Me heart you! :D
ANGEL & AMOS YONG, they're so adorable. (: Actually Angel more adorable than Amos, Amos more kok than Angel (:
Thanks to Angel, who spoilt ALL of these shots.

JUSTIN, stop bullying Serene & I. Although you're full of sarcasm & whats not, it was really fun bickering with you AHAHAH. And finally, an unspoilt shot. GUANG! (: My Beenox FA who said he will go outing with us if we ever have Beenox gathering HAHAHAHA. I'll never forget the times he acted like some singh on webcam just to cheer me up :D Thank you GUANG, your rubbish is always missed (: And! Don't give my boy extra! ):
He wants to take another picture because he think the first one not nice enough. I think they look the same leh HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Except got Andrew's head (:
BALLOOOOONS!
WEIWEI! (: This is the guy who banned me from the lounge. STUPID QM who's forever calling me a nuisance. I know we always always bicker without fail, but you know I miss you a lot la (: And hor, I know you miss me too! YAO GUI! HAHA :D
BIGHEAD! HAHAHAHA, I can't put the other picture because my face look damn big lor! Edwin told me to put my head forward so my head will look bigger HAHAHAHAHAHAHA he's damn cute.

SUFONG! (: Haven't seen her in ages - okay maybe I saw her during christmas party but we didn't get to talk much (: Ultra adorable &&& ultra happy go lucky (:
ALAN! (: I cannot describe how funny he is but he is damn cute lah. AND HOR, actually I know you will take care of Serene even without me saying anything (: You can be my internship advisor soon! HAHA.
This shot is supposed to be after the sitting down one. Because he insisted on a standing up one, I don't know why also. He's damn cute lah, you should see how he grin from ear to ear. I had a very fun time suaning him, damn fun! (:
ANDROOOOOOOL! (:
Stephanie! (: She's this ultra friendly girl I met there and yes, I should remember to send her the group shot soon! Ah, forgetful me.

Ah pa, hope your leg recovers soon! (: You're really missed and sometimes, I really wish you were around more often! Especially events like Jam&Hop where I feel damn safe with you around! HAHA (: Please take care of yourself hor, old already ah :D I love you Ah Pa! :D
He just doesn't want to smile at the camera ):
Yiling, happy 21st! (: Although we started off roughly, me stil misses you a lot (: Enjoy your key to adulthoooood :D
Birthday girl looking pretty! :D
Singing Yiling her birthday song! :D

STUPONG! So cute lah Angel. When I told her I ate calamaris, she said, "HUH WHY YOU EAT ME" (((((: Although you always ruin like all my shots, I still love & miss you a lot! Please, don't be so blur already! (:
TATYI CONSIDERS THIS A SMILE. HAHAHAH. & seriously, it is leh. Because when he showed me the not smiling one, its really damn fierce. Tat, although you're not always around, but when you are, thanks for showing that you care (: Always appreciate the sense of security you give me also! Must be the LEE family (:
Mr Unfunny! (: He's looking this spastic because he says I smile like that. WHERE GOT, I'm so much cuter. Anyway, thanks for all the lessons you have taught me in life, in union & everything lah (: You're a really wise unfunny man. & pls take care of my favourite girl for me! (: You're missed.
Terence, Mr Blackie! (: The uber nice guy and although he was the one who created the "Horse" nickname for me, I still miss him plenty. He's still the same, he always call me "JOAN SENG" with his unique twang (:
HAHAHAHA, I love to disturb Weiwei. So fun (:

In the car (:
I was so fascinated and I kept saying, "EH OMG WHATS THAT". Turned out it was just a multi storey carpark and everyone was laughing at me. Boohoo. Can't blame a girl for not knowing right?!

SECOND PART OF THE DAY/NIGHT (:
Yep, the boys left Serene & I here to have a good rendezvous HAHA. (: No lah, we were just here to talk, yak, gossip, laugh our nights away :D

My favourite! AHHHH, they are uber ultra yummilicious (: I can't stand it, this shot is so tempting! Yes, even with sore throats & coughs, we were eating this. It was goooooood (:
Our Plum soda & lime juice. Apparently, we convinced ourselves they're good for our throats (:
Just showing Serene the difference between macro & non macro! SEE! :D
Honestly, I can't believe how retarded I can get sometimes. We were on timer shot but when it was like 1 second to the shot, the waitress talked to us & Serene answered while I quickly posed for the photo HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA even the waitress was laughing. I felt so paiseh after that :/

It was 1am, we were all cranky while waiting for our boys to pick us up.. sooooo, best time killer! (: HAHAHA, we were laughing like mad when we took the photos (: I LOVE YOU LA AUNTY.

Finally a group shot where you can see such a clear shot of my face! WOOHOOOOO. When Serene & I saw the pictures, we were like, YAY CAN SEE OUR FACES! (: Damn, I miss so many people in this photo ): Sigh, it was so awesome seeing all the big boys & girls (:

I MISS YOU ALL! REALLLY!

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ALRIGHT, THATS THE END!
I should get back to work! (:

LOVESSSSS.

2008-01-06T13:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

Down with a really bad cough & flu ):

ANYWAY. Yesterday was...

YILING'S 21ST! (:

Went to meet my boy, Serene & Alan after my interview (: My boy & I were extremely late & Serene/Alan kept calling us to hurry us HAHAHAHA. SORRY LAAAAA.

Anyway we went there around 5-6plus? There weren't many people yet there so we were just hanging aroun & were damn bore. BUT I SAW TAT MING! :D His leg isn't that swollen anymore, get well soon ah pa! (:

& I saw Weiwei & Justin toooooo! Weiwei is a pig. Justin is a bully. (Serene will agree with me)

Oh yes, & Yiling is very pretty lah (: Her big day leh! :D

Oh & something damn paiseh happened. Atfer 6:54pm, someone asked me the time. And I was like, EH 7PM GOT SHOUZU! (kinship the tv show). So Serene & I got quite excited then at 7pm, we went into the chalet to watch BUT HOR.

It's Saturday leh. No ShouZu. Then some weird China show. HAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHA WA DAMN EMBARRASSING. EH SERENE YOU DIDNT KNOW ALSO LOR, YOU CALL ME RETARDED!

Many other people came later! Like Guang, Andrew, Lene, Alvin Ting, STUPONG HAHAHA etcetc. Very fun to see themmmmm! :D Bickered & argued with Guang, Andrew, Weiwei & Justin - damn funny. Although I kept losing, but it was damn good seeing all the big guys again (: I really really missed them lah.

Stupid Ah Guang kept saying want to give my boy extra! And he say if I rude to him or never say HI then he put bullet in my boy's bag HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH damn funny sorry.

Then more SU people came (((((: When Serene & I went to the toilet, we were talking about Terence and suddenly..

"JOAN SENG!"

Terence! :D Hahahaha, it was quite funny. & everyone asked me where the chalet was but I really forgot LOL. Anyway, Sufong, Edwin, Tatyi, Alvin Neo, Stephanie, WenQi & all came too! :) WHEEEE. I'll load the photos another day or later or whichever comes first :D

I wish Miss Caiyuting was there!

& Amos Yong is damn kok because he was damn excited that his poster was praised by everyone. BIG HEAD LOR HAHAHAHAHAH.

Lots and lots of phototakings, then cutting of cake & Weiwei, Justin, Angel, Alan, Serene, my boy & I left for Ting's party. However, Serene & I were not going so we went to a cafe near her place at around 10pm? (:

SPOUSES TALK WAS DAMNFUN! :D

I love this girl - we can just talk about anything and everything & really random things also. SERENE actually don't like me last time lah! HAHAHAHAHAHA but it's okay because I know she loves me now. (:

Talked about boyfriends, school, friends, SU, BSC, personalities, self esteem, confidence & so much so much things over plates of calamaris & chicken wings. HEHE. We were both coughing like mad but we still ate those lah HAHAHA.

When it was almost 1am, we were still taking photos until they told us they were closing. Bummer. Our boys came to pick us up later - Thanks Tian for the ride! (:

THERE! That sums up my extremely fun-filled-and-got-life-not-just-studying-and-mugging Saturday! (: (:

Photos up soon!
& I must remember to send Stephanie the group shot. SOON SOON! :D

2008-01-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

The peektures have been uploaded but I'm too ~~lazy~~ busy to post them up ):

Anyway, the last day of 2oo7 & the first day of 2oo8 went very very well. (: (: (:

Went to school yesterday for festival tutorial. Headed to the lounge to basically, to waste time. It was annoying that I wasted half my day there and don't see the people I want to see!

CAIYUTING was obviously late when I called her at 12, only to realise she's still sleeping. But what to do, favourite girl what. So didn't get to see her.

JOHNNY, another one who was late. And because I had to reach home by ard 4pm, I couldn't join them for the PHANTOS outing. BAHHH, so I didn't get to see him as well.

And actually, tons of other people that I've made Christmas cards for. So I handed all my cards to Jessybessy to be my Santarina (:

BESTFRIEND BENCHOW IS FINALLY BACK FROM HONGKONG!!! :D Quality talked with him for like 10mins before I had to leave. He really eat a lot of good food lah, and he's so lucky. All expense paid trip by his mum leh! WALAU.

OKAY, to the next significant part of the day..

Yes, my boy's meet-the-parents session.

It was so cute to see him so nervous about meeting them but my parents were really nice about it. My dad especially. He & Jodin were practically bestfriends who shared a common interest in army, wine & food. (:

I thought things got quite comfortable (: We even camwhored in the car! We meaning Jodin, my sis & I. (: It was all quite fun.

Went to Vil'age to eat! Took plenty of photos with the two cows. My naughty sister took a candid shot of Jodin (which I'll post soon) & my mum laughed at it. IT WAS REALLY REALLY CUTE I SWEAR (:

Bah & my caesar salad with smoked salmon wasn't available. Damn saddening.

& guess what! Vil'age is closing down! Yesterday happened to be their last day of work. Lucky us. At least I got to eat Rosti & Caesar Sld. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

Boy finally got to drink his Erdinger. (: He & my daddy just kept talking about army, wine & food. The ladies were bored & my mum suggested taking photos of both of them. SO CUTE RIGHT :D

Therefore, the food was really good, company was great & having my boy there just made everything perfect (((((((:

My dad's really cute too. He kepy making very funny jokes & comments & actions and that made silly feel better (:

Went to Vivo around 9ish? Just pretty much walked around aimlessly till we slacked to watch fireworks. Which was a bummer ): Everyone were just crowding at the open spce there BUT NOTHING ONE LA. Even the countdown timing was wrong because no one knew when is 12midnight. HAHAHA.

My sis & I suggested just anyhowly saying 10,9,8.. then started cheering & dancing. HAHAHAHAH sounds like the things Jessybessy/Hunns & I would have done. Comic! :D

After that, tapaoed supper home &&&&&&&...

MY BOY STAYED OVER. hahahahahahahahahahah.

First time in history anyone has stayed over please! (: Must be damn honoured. My parents were damn hospitable & I'm so proud of them! :D It was really really cute seeing my boy in my ~~messy~~ room. (:

THERE! That sums up my perfect last day of 2oo7 & first day of 2oo8 (:

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School starts tomorrow. BAH.

2007-12-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hello world.

I can't believe it's coming to the end of 2007. And as much as it seems very traditional and old fashioned, I'm going to reflect on my 2oo7 & possibly come up with my new resolution for 2oo8 (:

Or maybe they'll be interlinked. Whichever.

As much as I hate to say this, I regret certain things and I wished things could be done in a different way.

#1. Communication. I guess this is obvious to those who know what I mean. I guess, I really need to brush up on my communication between friends and stop assuming things out of my own paranoia. So many things, so many I tell you, could have been avoided if I just voiced my opinions and my thoughts. Because I feared I would be judged, I kept quiet. And the other party just thought I just couldn't be bothered. There you go. Perfect case of miscommunication.

So in 2oo8, I'm definitely brushing up my communication skills between friends, families & everyone else. Yes, including my boy. Can't type down the countless times of miscommunication. Would take all day, haha.

#2. Time Management. I wished I had more time for family, more time for studies, more time for work, more time for my boy & most importantly, more time for my friends. To me, a few friendships have been strained due to the lack of meeting up. Though there are some who could understand and empathise, there are some who couldn't and they're not to be blamed. I find myself really tired and lethargic this whole time after the holidays. Don't ask me why.

And for family wise, I'm doing my best now and that's why I'm not spending the New Year's at Shep's house for countdown. Guess I have to do my part as a daughter & sister too. Kinda looking forward to it also. A plus point that my boy's gonna be there of course (:

In a way, my sister's shopblog thing is taking its toll on me now that she doesn't really bother about it anymore. I mean, I have to help my dad - can't just live the big guy doing everything right? Oh well. If only I had time management - it should kill the troubles away.

To my friends. Be it my SU loved ones, h9&co, PHANTOS, long lost friends I haven't talked to in ages - I'll try and make time for you all. You know I love you guys so so much.

To the SU people especially, I'm sorry I'm frequenting less and less in SU events & at the lounge but I'll try my best to participate more this year! (: (: Really, I will.

You know I love:
CAIYUTING, 1234BESTFRIENDS, GCC, glenn, hunns, shep, amanda, ashely, ronald, amos, issac, kahyuen, mabel, the excos and so much so much more. (:

#3. My tantrums are really a killer. And to my boy, I need to apologise for so many things. Thanks for tolerating me, and sometimes I know as much as you hate it, you suck up your pride just for me. I love you so much & sometimes I just have my esteem & insecurities problems, but you never give up on me. We're going into our 9months soon & I hope we'll last till we're 90 years old and more (: & I know you're worried & nervous about tmr's dinner but I hope everything will go well (:

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My resolutions for 2oo8:

1) To have nicer skin. And to do that, I'll put my toner, whitening & moisturising cream religiously every night (:
2) To lose the weight. And to do that, er, I'll eat less? I hope? Okay lah, less of my fried food. What a tough resolution.
3) To be a better friend.
4) To be a better daughter who listens to my family & have dinner with them at least during the weekends (:
5) To be a better girlfriend who throws less tantrums & dotes on her boy more.
6) ~~To shop only for the need.~~ To spend less.
7) To save more money!
8) To study really really really hard & get my DHL (:
9) CLEAR THE LAST LEVEL OF DINER DASH 2.
10)To be more street wise.

&&&.
More to think about another time.

(:

SLEEPING NOW, BYE! :)

2007-12-28T17:59:00.000+08:00

Was bored so I uploaded manymany photos. But don't look like there's a lot lah, because I made some into collages (:

In a very messy & disorganised order btw (:

I'm such a Caesar Salad fan. It's great.
DJ-maxing.
Yes, we were competing!
The food is REALLY good (:

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My Picnic with the boy! :D
We bumped into Yuting there also HAHAHA. :)

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Androols 21st!

My Present!

Birthday Boy!
His really cute shirt.

My bestfriend being retarded.

Alan & Weiwei! :D Went to pick Serene's car. So fun snapping photos in the car because Weiwei will go, "WALAU DONT PUT FLASH. I THOUGHT I KENA THE SPEEDING CAMERA"
Spidey!
My boy with Weiwei's Qoo pillow! So cute.
SERENEEEEEE (: This girl I love.
Candid!

She was my company for the whole night. Alan, scoot off! My girlfriend hor :)
ANDREWS CAKE!
The whole TP people. WALAU, damn a lot of people hor.
Written with my marker. So ke lian.. I meant my marker :D
Kena shave leg hair :( Poor Androool.

Lingwei! :)
The boys.
Alan Alan Alan.
Weiwei. After a gazillion number of shots, finally something he doesnt say, "walau my hair"
AWWW :)

Alan & Weiwei!
The very happy5ivers :)

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Hogs breath!

Boy is happy with his 60buckeroos belt.

HAHAHAHA :D
He wanted to ravage the steak lor but I insisted on photo taking first HAHA.

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NYDC.

This shot quite nice right. Boy was very cute, he went, "Eh nice shot. From where ah?"

HAHAHA. It was from his place.

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K CIAO!

2007-12-28T17:21:00.000+08:00

I FEEL like I SHOULD blog but I'm so goddamn lazy.

Things that happened recently was:

1) Jodin finally got invited over to my place! (: Hehehehe. I'm really quite excited :D

2) Xmas Party @ Chicky's house was.. well. Teary. HAHA.

3) JewelBox was a waste of money.

4) I bought The Orc King for my boy & it cost me 50whoppingbucks. The pages were torn to fit the theme & that very funny Amos told me, "HUH 50BUCKS FOR TORN BOOK, GO FIND ANOTHER ONE LA" That day was spent walking around with Benchow, Sheppy, Amos & Lynette.

5) Union talk with CAIYUTING, Giddy & Lynette. I miss the old SU life. Hate the politics.

6) Had a long talk with Jessybessy at 2am yesterday. Shared a lot of insights - the call was damn impromptu btw.

7) I went shopping & bought a very cute underwear. Yay, happy. ACCIDENTALLY bought a black stilettos, bag, 4 bangles, necklace & a bikini. It REALLY wasn't on purpose I swear.

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Anyway.

I have a lot of thoughts I would like to share about SU, but somehow I feel, "What right do I have to critic?"

There are a lot of background things going on and me, being away from all the nitty gritty details for a long while.. I actually got quite bothered by the sudden harsh facts of reality. AGAIN. Elections are going to be a period fo backstabbing, competitiveness & whats not.

I'm just gonna really miss the long talks with CAIYUTING. Seriously, I don't know who else to talk & seek advice from.

I miss the long talks with Alvin Neo, where we'll just go on and on about SU, what SU needs & where SU is heading. Somehow, I feel that there's no one like him who can speak to us about these anymore.

I just hope that the people who decide to run, consider the fact that union will drain their life and take up most of their time. Please, don't run for the power, don't run for the popularity (as much as it's a popularity contest).

Please.

Run for union. Run for the passion.

I find myself repeating this umpteen of times. "Is there really a need to be an EXCO to contribute? Why can't you contribute as a sub comm? Why take up the space if you're just half hearted? Why deprive union of a better exco?"

Sigh, who am I to say all these anyway. I'm just ranting. It's not like anyone wants to hear or read this anyway.

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I just really miss my Year 1 in SU.
I miss GCC a lot too.
& not to mention the oldboys in SU.

2007-12-22T14:11:00.000+08:00

OFF TO JEWELBOX! (:

Yay, cable car + Christmas tree light up!

BYEBYEBYE.

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OTC was the bomb.
PHANTOS rocks my smelly socks big time.
Joanna, Selene, Giddy, Niven, Chris, Qing Ying, Edric etcetcetc - I love! (:

NUMBER ONE IN OTC! (:
GLENN & JOHNNY WO AI NI.

Will blog more about OTC.
Funniest thing that happened in OTC = porkchop, walking donkey, man in the wheelchair. Right Benchow & Ronald?! :DDDDD

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k, jewelbox, ciao. :D

2007-12-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

The exams, or should I say exam, is finally over.

Accounts was overall good.

Lounge today was fab.

Went there to get my lil cards ready.

Went to Joyce's birthday celebration (:

Ate at yumyum design.

Me loves nacho cheese plenty.

Slacked the whole day at the exco room.

Played diner dash.

Damn egg-citing.

But Hakim kept disturbing me! ):

Rubiks cube.

I had fun today.

Thank you especially

Cai Yuting (SEE CORRECT SPACING)

Benchow

Glenn Sandhu

for entertaining me much much.

& to Benchow.

Quality talk HAHA.

And in the end, the uncle become my best friend k.

Oh yes.

I met the nicest taxi driver today (:

Got in at 7:57pm so got extra 2bucks.

Total was 7.20 and when I wanted to give him 10.20,

he say "No need 0.20".

In the end, my change was 5bucks (:

Merry Xmas Uncle! HAHA.

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OTC is coming.

More friends making.

Hopefully more laughter (:

Can't wait for the end of OTC also.

BECAUSE THATS WHEN MY BABY'S COMING BACK! (:

Then it's bliss from 19th Oct all the way to 25th Oct. (:

2007-12-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

How can you tell when a person's emotions & moods & whatever he or she says is real or fake? There's such a thin line between those two, you'll never know.

How many people in this world are truly real - showing their true emotions, telling everyone what their heart truly feels & what they are thinking. This may sound extremely cynical, but the answer is zero. Negative zero if there's such a thing.

Yes, you may think why I'm being so harsh, so fast to judge & come out with a verdict. I have my reasons, don't get me wrong. However, it is obvious I'm not typing out the story behind my reasons.

Sometimes, I just really wish I can be my true self to everyone but unfortunately, to say that it can't be done is a gross understatement. There are only a handful of people I really trust & will pour my heart and soul to them because I know they won't make fun, they won't ridicule. They listen.

There are people who will read this post & yet ask no questions except to tell me to cheer up and take things easy. These are the people who do not push me, who do not make me feel obligated to tell them things. And thank you. I know who you are, and really, I really thank you. They just show me that they care & because they care, they don't prod further than they should.

Of course, there are people who will definitely listen, but only when problems crop up. Some people talk to you because they are nosey, they want to be involved and therefore they ask and they care. It's hard to differentiate, I admit but somehow, I think you'll get the hang of it after a while.

I think a lot everyday & sometimes I wish my thoughts can just be instantly transformed to blog entries because I'm so lazy. Har dee har har.

Can I be who I really am? Or am I a human chameleon, being able to change under different circumstances? What am I and what do I want? Sometimes, I feel lost - no sense of direction. I really want to take a breather from things.

You know what I really want to do? I just want to go to the library, borrow heaps of books regardless of romance, young adult fiction or anything.. Go to my room, on my aircon & make myself a milo dinosaur & snack on chips. Simple isn't it? But somehow, I haven't found the time to do this in a while.

Or maybe I should go for a jog. A slow jog. Not a "I-want-to-lose-weight" kind of jog. But when laziness sinks in, that will never come true.

Just randomly..

I know people think I have changed & I felt I have changed too. I don't really know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but it's inevitable. True friends accept changes, they don't expect you to stay the same throughout months & years. They embrace the change in you, they adapt & in the end, you both are still best friends because of change.

Take my two very best girlfriends for examples. I love them to death. They've been with me through thick and thin, and regardless of whatever trouble, they'll be there to listen. As I'm typing, I'm ranting to them so you girls know who you are. I love you two to death. They're the girls I'll treasure & keep & they're the first two I'll give VIP invitation to my wedding to. (HAHA)

Despite all the arguments, despite everyone saying I have changed, you both are the only two who acknowledged that yes, people do change but you're still the same Joan we knew before. I love you too, I cannot emphasise how important they are in my life.

As for me, I KNOW that people change. I KNOW for a fact that I embrace change & I understand when people do different things because they have a different thinking now. I do get a little hurt or upset sometimes but I guess if you are able to think maturely that change is inevitable, you'll accept it & overall, things will get better eventually.

& to my last part..

Those who are wondering why my nick is all about anger & disappointment, wonder no more. Simply because, I'm not going into details. If I want to tell you, I will tell you. Simple as that. There's no need to broadcast my emotions, my thoughts so much I realise.

I truly understand what my dad means when he said that I should only tell trusted friends my thoughts. I refused to believe him in the past, probably because I was childish & immature. As time goes by and more and more incidents happen, I learn. Yes, I learn.

I feel that there's a lot of unfairness in the world. Between people, companies, friends and even family. That's the sad truth.

There are many a times I feel wronged, feel that injustice has been done. But maybe I should really just listen to what Mr Goh said. "GROW UP". That's the nasty side of reality. I should just suck it up like a grown up & be magnanimous. Easier said than done, definitely.

There's a part of me that still wants to act like a child, to want preferential treatment but sadly, it's not going to happen.

Life is full of surprises. When I started out this blog entry, I was all about venting teenage angst. Ironically, I have come to terms with all the situations that I have mentioned above. Enlightenment, I should say.

Nonetheless, I'm really thankful for a bunch of people in my life. Really really thankful. I won't type the names out so maybe if you're the one, you won't even be really sure if I meant you.

That's the magic of life.
Full of surprises. (:

With that, I end my extremely long post & I thank those who bothered to read till the very last word because that means... you're a worthy friend of mine who cares. (:

2007-12-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match your clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

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This song always always makes me cry. I miss my silly so much. Field camp sucks. (P.S Yes, those bolded lines have more meaning HAHAH)

People, sorry I haven't been updating in a very long while.

Been busy with school, projects, my sister's & my SHOPBLOG and a lot of other things. Had many quarrels, arguments, tears and fears all in this week but I'm thanking god it's Friday.

Seems to me that all my problems are solved & I'm just really glad I have time to breathe.

Just a special note to a very special someone named Cai Yu Ting...

"Babe, sorry I couldn't turn up for your birthday celebration although I really really wanted to. You're a beautiful person & you deserve the best that life can offer. I hope that you'll persevere through all the setbacks & stay strong, which I know you will. But when things start getting rough, you know I'm always here for you babe. I'll be that girl who listens to your stories, who will sit at our favourite couch at the pool table & you will be holding your favourite pillow (: Thanks for always being such a true friend and really, I'm so so so glad I've met you & have you as my confidante. I love you babe (: I'll be there for you, just like how you have been there for me too (:"

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HEROES IS FRIGGING EXCITING.
Can't wait till Sylar gets killed & Hiro, Claire & Peter will save the day! (Ok lah, with Parkman also and some of care-leh-fare) HAHA.

2007-11-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

(:

Yay, please appreciate it unlike the stupid Zheyang who said this is damn lame. ASS.

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And once again...

Please visit! (:

2007-11-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

visit THECANDYCANES for my sister's shopblog! :)

PLEASE SUPPORT! (:

2007-11-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hello darlings.

Photos have been uploaded. I realise I have 6 folders worth of photos that haven't been uploaded yet. SIX LEH. WTH. I'll somehow upload them when I have the time. Someday.

TPRAWKS photos are in the process! Blame it on blogger.

Anyway.

I went to the Asian Pacific Foodfair at Singapore Expo today. Was supposed to meet Jas, Tiff, Charlotte & Yixian there at 1230 but they changed the time to 130 at the very last minute. :( So in the end, I had no choice but to browse the fair with my sister first :)

Went Bugis after Expo & was dead tired. Snap snap photos, buy buy clothes & eat eat full. I love my sister because I think she's the only honest critic that I can bring out for shopping & not feel weird.

"Walau, damn ugly."
"EEEEE don't buy lah!!!"
"The sleeves are damn weird."
"Sucks"

She saved me a lot of money :D

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Getting the nervy squirmy feeling because tomorrow's the day TCA operations start.

Wish me luck! :D

2007-11-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

I'll just publish this unfinished post of the tprawks! The rest of the photos will be up when I feel like it.

Rayan! :) Handsome hor?
Adeline & very extra Rayan.

Safiqa!

HAHAHAHAH. Jodin was saying, "WHY YOU TAKE ONE RED DOT?" Actually its a faraway balloon in the sky lah! :(
Branddddaaaaa :)
Natasha!

Syahirah! Hiphop Leslie.
Scooby DOOOOO! :D
Huiting sweetiepie :)
Liyana! (: SHe loves bullying me man! She keeps saying she likes seeing people screw up! So evil!

Farahin!

Lovely girls :)
My favourite Branda - she's damn noisy & damn funnnnn! :)

Huiting taught Derek how to smile! HAHAHA. Our dear president looking very tired.
Benchow!
Kimbo! :)
The balloon pattern damn nice lah!

Free hugs people.
Nurul & her friend doing forfeit! Brave chicks man.
Hello Y19! I love you! :) :)
THE ENTIRE YELLOW!!!

HAHAHA Branda you so cute man! :)

They're so sweet! :D All the messages are so sweet please!

WOOOHOOOO :) I love you Y19!

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SSM was good today (:

Mr Goh is nowadays ALWAYS in an extremely good mood (:

& hey, it feels good being praised.

And not be blur and sotong.

It's really quite nice to be in control of the situation (:

That pretty much sums up SSM.

Thanks Yixian & Laura for working with me! (:

2007-11-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! :D

Hello all,

I'm really glad I took part in TPRAWKS as a PL again because the rawkers were kickass! I really enjoyed myself.

I haven't uploaded all the photos yet but I better start soon because I know my rawkers like Branda & Huiting will bug me to load them. (All their faces what) HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, it was a fun 3days 2 nights. Let's blog about today while the memory's still fresh :D

Went to IT/AS school for some lecture. It was really boring. & we did science-y experiments! Derek should know which station I didn't like because of you-know-what. HAHAHAHA :) :)

I think the part about CCN day was really cute because all my Y19 wanted to do was to just slack around and rest. THEY DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO WALK AROUND PLEASE! (: So cute, so I just took plenty of photos with them :) :) Yay, got group photo and everything! I'll upload it soon I promise! Just so busy nowadays.

After my lessons, went back to find them at the lounge. Gosh, the lounge was really stinky because of all the odour & whats not. And Huiting, Branda, Hakim, Scooby, Rayan & I photohunted! (: We sucked lah, but we really had a fun time. So cute my rawkers :)

Lots of pocket games, "Eh-yellow-eh-yellow"ing, cheers & phototaking till dinner. Oh yes, we played handiplast & Cassandra aka Derek's sister smacked me really hard. She's damn cute please, I totally like disturbing her and calling her the emo kid :)

Dinner was spent with the jam&hop officials. Poor Yuting who sprained her feet, that aunty. :) Glenn briefed us on some stuff, yadyadyaaaa and Benchow & I were the guards for the entrance with Giddy & Ronald & TATMING!!!! :)

Yes, Tatming came down today! (Hello Tat, I know you're reading this. I blogged!) It was so so so good seeing him & knowing he was there to guard the entrance with me made me feel really safe lah. Like seriously, a sense of security from the rowdiness. (?) I really missed having you around TAT!!

How I wish my boy was there too :(

Anyway, Jam&Hop was damn drama.
There was a riot! Yes, riot. Like people chanting "Let us in! Let us in" & people in the centre of a huge circle making a lot of noise & stuff. GOSH, so exciting right?! But not very exciting when you're guards. Ronald was damn zai, super zai. :D

&&& they threw dead cockroaches in or something! AIYA, I don't know. What's the big hoo ha about? I mean, it's just TPRAWKS. But I heard it's because of the bands performing & stuff.

# Benchow was damn funny because he was scared & excited at the same time.
# Hunns & I were total idiots because we kept wanting to "scare" the people with our laughter and say, "HAHA! YOU CANNOT COME IN" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG HUNNS I MISS YOU LIKE MAD, I MISS BIMBO-ING & GOING CRAZY WITH YOU DONKEYYYYYY :(
# OMG, and JingWen was super paranoid. She was damn funny & we kept laughing by thinking of ridiculous situations that we can be in. Bombs & all. My god.
# Joyce & I were laughing and re-enacting everything & laughing my butts off. Oh Gosh. What fun (:
# Yuting was being a total retard using my hands to smack people. (But damn funny)

ANYWAY.

I SAW WEIWEI!!!!!!! I miss Weiwei man. So damn long never see him, I damn happy to see him lah, even to the extent of being suaned :)

That was all I recall of this year's Jam&Hop. Quite egg-citing isn't it? :)

OH OH OH
THEN BEFORE I LEFTTTTT.

My darling rawkers gave me a card :) :) :)
So cute right, I love you guys.
So awfully awfully sweet.

You guys really made my 3days so much fun & I really hope you guys will eventually come to TP. I'll miss you all & I hope all of you enjoyed your time here. Really :)

My Rawkers. (I'll post pictures of them another time, I TOOK INDIVIDUAL PHOTOS! :))

# Branda! My my, she's really damn hilarious & the way she describes thing, DROP DEAD FUNNY. I always have a really good time with her because she's always making me laugh like crazy. :) Plus, really enthu&loud&sweet too (:

# Huiting! Branda's BFF. Best Friends Forever. Family. Damn cute & she's really hyper & her voice is shrieky & can shout damn well! Another damn sweet rawker, seriously.

# Rayan! His surname is Holmberg. SO COOL RIGHT. Very good looking rawker who calls me Auntie Joan. He always message me "Auntie Joan". :( But still, damn cute & although he was sick, he still stayed on till jam&hop and all lah. :)

# Scooby! Hahahahaha, his name is LitKwong but when I couldn't pronounce his name, Rayan told me to call him Scooby. HAHAHAH and I told the whole group to call him Scooby. Poor thing, always kena sabo by me BUT he always kacau me also :(

# Cassandra! Derek's sister. Wa, emo lor. But she's damn funny. I asked her why she wasn't socialising and she replied, "You got see Derek socialising a not?" HAHAHAHAH TRUE TRUE! :) She's really damn cute lah, as in pretty cute :)

# Shi Jia! This girl is short & sweet & cuteeeee! And ultimate blur girl because she sucks at Go back Jump. HAHAHAHAHA.

# Hidayah! This really pretty girl who's bad at Go Back Jump also HAHAHAHAHA.

# Liyana! This girl loves seeing me screw up :(

# Mustika! I think shes also damn sweet & she was one of the first few rawkers I made friends with :)

# Syahirah! HAHAHAH I remember she damn cute please. Whenever we want to take photos, she'll go, "EH WAIT FIRST I OPEN MY SPECS" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

# Natasha! She was quite quiet but when she's high, she can be quite noisy :)

# Farahin! I think she's really pretty but she tends to be quieter sometimes lah. Especially when doing cheers.

# Christina! This girl is quite enthu & she's really sciencey! I think she was the only one enjoying the Applied Science things HAHAHA.

# Leslie! OMG, this guy very macho & everything but he cannot do skipping and jumping! HAHAHAHA. Branda & Huiting love to disturb him by saying he's from St Nics, instead of St Andrew's. HAHAHA.

# Hakim! Wa, he damn siao on at the weird time. Always walking down concourse, he'll go damn high & shout YEAHHHH YELLOW!!!! HAHAHAHAH Damn funny, always making me laugh also :)

# Safiqa! Really really quiet & she didn't open up much :(

# Adeline! Wa, this girl damn cute. When she leaving Jam&Hop (dismissed already), she still message me saying "Eh Joan, I'm going off now." SO CUTE HAHAHAHA

Wayne, Gilbert, Vivienne, Yiwen & all, it was nice knowing you (:

I hope I didn't miss out anymore names because I'm really tired. The photos will be out soon.

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And to the rawkers,
I thank you.

Thank you for giving me more enthusiasm, thank you for making me realise that's what being a leader is all about. When you see your freshies & your rawkers remembering you & thanking you for taking care of them, you know that whatever shit you go through is so worth it. Seriously, no need to thank me. I should be the one thanking you :)

TP RAWKS MY SOCKS!!!

2007-11-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I'm dead tired due to SSM but let's skip that part first & move on to my Saturday spent at Vivo with the boy.

We went shopping (Yes, shopping!) Surprising isn't it? Especially to those who know how much the boy hates shopping. But hey, I think he's improving. Except I don't really get to browse my own stuff but that's what girl outings are for right? :)

Anyway, we caught The Game Plan which was so touching & sweet & cute & funny all rolled up in one movie! I give it 4 Nacho Cheese out of 5 (:

Jodin keeps looking at me, hoping to see me cry & then laugh at me when I do. After seconds, he feels bad & cuddles me up so I'll shush up :)

Dinner was at Hogs' breath. I saw Meili working there & I definitely thinks she looks cuter in that uniform than CC's. Hahahah. The boy was so excited to eat his steak - he was sharpening his knife while I was snapping photos of the food just to show me how anxious he was about his steak. So cute! (:

Bought chocolates at Candy Empire. Yumyum.

That pretty much sums up my Saturday. I miss him :(

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Okay, let's talk about Terrifying Tuesdays!

So, I had SSM today and I'm going to get the following positions at TopTable & Sugarloaf.

1) Waiter / TT
2) Captain / TT
3) Captain / TT
4) Assistant Headwaitress / SGL
5) Waitress / SGL
6) Counterstaff / SGL

Sigh. I was quite upset when I realised what I was doing because I was aiming so badly for Hostess & Cashiering! They're so fun and I really really wanted to do them. (BUT YAY, NO STEWARDING & RUNNER! YAY YAY YAY!)

HOWEVER.

After the briefings, I somehow was quite glad I got my posts. Relieved in a way actually. Cashiering at Sugarloaf will absolutely kill me & shred me into pieces. Imagine staying from 1pm to 7pm sorting out the accounts! SUGARLOAF LEH, NOT TOPTABLE MY GOD.

Anyway, the whole day was about briefings. UNTIL the big dry run came.

Let me introduce to you the unlucky crew.

Headwaiter - Joseph
Captains - QingYun, Melody & Michelle
Waiters/Waitresses - Kim, WeiCheng, Charlotte, James, Fion & I.
Hostess - My dear Jasmine Gan.

Basically, that was the team we worked with when we had our dry run operation. We were a terrified bunch. There were shoutings & yellings & a lot a lot of tears flowing. I felt so bad for everyone, especially Joseph. I mean, headwaiter is some tough SHIT. Especially having it on the first day of operation!

But thankfully, fate chose the right guy because Jo is very calm & composed & somehow, that made me feel more confident because I have a good team leader backing me up. I admire his grit & the fact he just stares back at Mr Goh whenever Mr Goh booms & bangs right in his face. God, those who have never been through SSM, you all will never know what a terror Mr Goh can be.

To sidetrack a bit, don't get me wrong. Mr Goh is a really really nice guy. In fact, he's my favourite together with Mr Malik! Yes, I'm serious. He can be really nice to joke with when he's in a good mood. (We probed about his personal life & his thoughts on marriage & all HAHA)

Oh yes, just in case if you're wondering, YES. I got scolded. But I wasn't really that scared because he was scolding me in the really fierce tone. He was just talking a bit louder because he wants to get the message across. & I think as long as he asks you questions & he sees you trying, he'll just back off!

Like today, I served Jon before Pam because Pam's the host. However, LADIES FIRST WHAT DAMMIT. Then Mr Goh just keep prompting and immediately, I knew my mistake. He really just let go & back off. (: So yes, he isn't that bad as he looks/sounds.

OKAY.

I'm almost done blogging.

TOPTABLE & SUGARLOAF OPENS NEXT MONDAY TO PUBLIC!
1130AM - 200PM!
I'M WORKING AT TOPTABLE AS A WAITRESS!
Reservations can be made! Just give us a call! (:

There! That should help me answer questions (:

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TPRAWKS tomorrow.
Gah, early early ):

2007-11-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

Yay, finally blogger is working yes?! (:
Hardeeharharrrrr. (:
Anyway, here are the subcomm tea party photos! (Which are eons ago by the way)

This is the welcome photo! (: Those who came together! :)
My very toot friends - Farhan, Jessybessy & Shep. Actually Jess looks fine la. Shep is a dork! :)
AWWW HOW SWEET.

Bestfriends!

This is some artyfarty shot that Matthew took. And we all scolded him initially, but actually quite nice right! HAHA.
(:
Our group shot! :)

Say Hi to my AhbengMatBoomoBuddy, Glenn.

I apologise for his lack of ability to smile properly. HAHAHAHA :D
Jess & Hakim! (: And a weirdly contrasted photo.
HELLO HAKIMMMM.

Matthew! He's really damn cute & damn cute lahhhhh.
I miss those days. (:
Tomu is pouting because he's sick!

HAHAHAHA, failed shot but took me & Ash! (:
Johnny looking very unglam. Tsktsk.

Dorothy, Ash, Amanda & I! (:
My Yellow Tprawks freshie! (:

Group loves! Yuting looks scared. HAHA. Why ah?!
oMgxXxzZ aHhH LiAanNs WoRxSSS~~~
Bestfriends at musical chairs!

Johnny being a retard.
My BigFriendlyDinoGiant Friend BENNNNN :)
Lollypops!

*****, this is for you! HAHAHAHA.

Walau, we were playing crocodile and only Benchow is ready for the shot!

Who ah? :)

Yay, that's the final shot! :) You should click to enlarge it, I look really retarded.

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Omg my cramps are hurting badly :(
Thanks Benchow for accompanying me the whole day! (: It was a really great talk with you at Design & thankyou lahhhh bestfriend! :D :D :D Although you "hurt" me a lot today, but HAHAHA at least I know where I stand in your heart HAHAHAHAHAHA.

& special thanks to Izac (How to spell?!) for the hot water, Amanda, Ash for caring (: So sweet you guys. :)

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AH SERVICE TMR
HOW
OMG
SCARY
I HOPE I WONT KENA SCOLDING
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANT
TO
HAVE
FUN!!!!

okay bye.

2007-11-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

I hate getting all sappy & teary eyed whenever I listen to "Hey there Delilah" or "That's When".

I guess I'm just a sucker for romantic songs.

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Obviously I have not been religiously blogging but I'm just somehow losing enthusiasm and energy. ): I still think I'm not used to the school timetable & the occasional "sleep-very-late-cos-watching-movie" weekends.

Jasmine Gan is officially a pig because she slept through Accounts Tutorial despite the 20missed calls I gave her. OMG RIGHT?!

Today's class was great because I spent so much time yakking about every thing and any thing under the sun with Yixian & Charlotte! (: It was damn fun because we talked about everything lah! (: Yay, I have the whole sem to do that with them :)

MICE lecture was retarded because I sat behind Shawne, Taitai & Desmond. Madness because everyone was so noisy lah! And Taihong took my shoe and wanted to throw it around!!!! :(

Lounge was good. Bestfriends meet up was thumbs up. Time spent shouting around with Jessybessy was smiles. Meeting up with CAIYUTING was fantastic by the way because she cleared my thoughts (: It was a lot of laughs with Amanda, Ash, Sheppy. Amanda's sister was damn cute! OMG (:

Photohunted with Jess, Amos & Tatyi. Bridged after 375947483040 years. Sigh, it was all fun today at lounge. The initial part was quite boring lah. Until Jaz & Dar came up to lame with me (:

Sigh, TGIFs are kinda fun! (:

2007-11-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

I really want to blog but I can't find the inspiration, the energy & the time to blog anymore.

Besides, the internet's being a bitch.
IM's just having a bitch fit.

Rah, school tomorrow.
What a long day.

2007-10-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

I'll post the rest up soon.
In the meantime, TPSU OEI (:

2007-10-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

I'm really really lazy to upload my photos.
Don't blame me okay, I woke up at 530am HELLOOOOO.

Anyway, I had SSM today!

AND GUESS WHAT.

CLEVER JOAN SENG FORGETS HER DAMN TIE AND PANICS LIKE MAD.

Yes, what an idiot. I was panicking like crazy and it was already 730am, meaning lessons were starting in about 20 minutes? Yes, SSM always starts early.

BUT THANK GOD THERE'S BEN CHENG OMGXZ I *LOVE* YOU MUCH MUCH THANK YOU OMG I OWE YOU A BIG FAVOUR LA OMG.

He was so so so kind to cab down to TCA just to lend me his tie! (((((((: So I was saved from the stages of hell that I was supposed to go through (: THANK GOD. And best of all, I wasn't late? Although Mr Jeremy Sim did mention I was "living dangerously" Hahaha.

Mr Goh did his usual routine of "speaking loudly". To that extent of making me jump. Yes, I really jumped in shock when he screamed at James for uttering "Huh?". OMG. It was terrifying.

We learnt to unscrew corks from wine bottles and all. Got yelled a few times at but it was okay. He even playfully "beat" me on my arm when I was doing something wrong and I couldn't help but laugh. Hahahah, strict as Mr Goh is, I think he's a really good teacher. So yes, it was a scary 2 hours (I think?) doing all that :)

Mr Malik is such a nice guy. (: And he's quite funny too. He always give me a joking "tsk tsk" whenever I ask for a new cork. Damn patient lecturer!

Lunch was a rush at Engine school. We came back to learn how to take orders and all from Miss Mark and Mr Neo. Xavier, HuiLing, Yun Qian, Nikko & I were in a group and we had a lot of laughs and fun! WHEE :)

After everything, we learnt to carry wine bottles on trays and stuff lah.

SSM is truly fun and exciting. Exciting because sometimes you never know what challenges they pose for you and maybe the scoldings and unpredictablility of Mr Goh makes SSM all the more fun.

I think SSM really teaches people to be humble, because that's what the whole service industry is about. I cannot, I really cannot tahan people who complain because the customers make you do extra work. I really think that customers are always right and no matter what, they are paying for your job.

I've known so many people OR friends who just complain and whine and bitch about the customers whenever they make them do extra work. I mean, I'm human and I do that too but ultimately I know what's right and what's wrong. Some people perhaps are too spoilt to notice that? Shrugs.

Anyway, Friday's work day at CC & hopefully I'll incorporate all the things I've learnt today then! :)

OH MAN I CAN'T ATTEND TPRAWKS BRIEFING :(
I hope Tat got my email :/

2007-10-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

*BEAMS*

HELLO ME IS A VERY HAPPY GIRL COS ME CAME BACK FROM DAMN LOMANTIC PICNIC LORHXZZZZ.

hehhhehehehe. :)

Anyway, went to Parkway to shop for picnic stuff! I was really excited about getting all the food and we saw so many things we wanted to get! Like gourmet sausages & smoked salmon YUMMMMMMSSSS but it exceeds our budget like mad so we didn't get those :(

And yay, I got my caesar salad & bacon bits! I think I've been craving for Caesar Salad ever since I ate the Caesar Salad at Sketches. It's damnnnn good lah, I love it! (: Heheh.

Went to his place to get the stuff ready and watched the Simpson's marathon. It's damn funny and damn gory because it's Halloween's specials. I made the sandwiches while he made his "chicken in the bread". Some Jamie Oliver creation.

We cabbed down to ECP because we thought we can catch the sunset. But then again, no sunset because sun sets in the West? :( Initially we thought we look quite kuku just sitting in the middle that kinda thing. But we had a really fun time lah (:

Food was damn good. I think the boy's creation is really cool but he can improve on it one lah (: Teehee.

Yummy chicken in the bread, caesar salad with lots lots lots of bacon bits, sandwiches, tuna, many many camwhoring moments, throwing grapes at CAIYUTING (yes we met her there so surprising and what a coincidence la OMG!!!! :) its fate), tickling each other with toes, playing djmax with punishment, throwing stuff at annoying rats & just really really enjoying each other's company (:

Something sappy to end my post, I love my boy i love my boy i love my boy. How I wish the night never ended. (:

2007-10-27T18:02:00.001+08:00

HELLO.

I know I haven't updated in a long long while. I think I've gotten quite lazy to blog religiously. I have a feeling it's the growing up kinda thing.

I know many of you will burst out in fits of laughter when I say this but somehow I feel that I've mellowed down to become a quieter (yes quieter la!) person than I was a year ago, two years ago and all. Initially I thought it was something wrong with me but I realise quite a number of people around me feeling the same way. I wish I can be full of energy and enthusiasm all the time but somehow, the vibes and feelings have diminished by notches.

Anyway, it isn't exactly a bad thing. I need to do some reflections than just senseless ramblings on this blog too right? I mean, I'm entitled to my own thoughts hahahaha. Yes, the senseless rambles are starting.

School's been okay. I like my class although I haven't been interacting much with them because tutorials haven't started yet! Lectures are okay, I think after SSM, I seem to be smiling more to more people because we know "hey, that's the girl/guy from service class. We've been through hell together so yeah, just smile" kinda thing. HAHAHAHAHA :D

TGIF was spent at the lounge being bored, nonsensical and sometimes overly hyped up over nothing. AND OMG I NEED TO BLOG THIS OKAY.

Alex, as in the Long John Silver's Ad Alex, permed his hair lah. Then he walked into the lounge & everyone was laughing lah. And apparently Jessybessy asked him.

Jess: Eh Alex, what's your hairstyle called?
Alex: (in a super nonchalant tone) Er.. Eh, I think it's called Grandma.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG I ALMOST DIED FROM LAUGHTER LA HAHAHAHAHAHA ITS DAMN FUNNY.

Then Edwin shared something about an OTC interviewee. OMG ITS CRAZY HAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. But I don't want to type it here lah, damn mean! You all can ask him or I'll tell you in person lah. ITS DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHA.

So I slacked with Benchow, Amanda, Ash & Glenn. Played photohunt, ate at mensa with those four, Kim, Tat, Shaz, Farhan, played djmax, make noise and all those rubbish lah. Went through the stack of photos at the lounge counter AGAIN and laughed at so much.

AND I SAW SHEPPY HAHAHA. AND HUNNS (: Anyway, went back with KIMBOOOO & Shaz and learnt plenty about SSM from KIM. I think I'm going to bug her with questions! HAHA. (: Love you Kimbo, don't be too stressed up or overly tired (:

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AH I GOING PICNIC NOW BYE!

2007-10-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

PEEKTURESSS.
Town shopping with the niners.

OMG Jazreel is so vulgar and here's proof. Just in time to capture her mouthing the "f" word. HAHAHA JAZREEL YOU SO CRUDE MAN.
SO COOL! We were at the underpass and we saw this couple taking photos! (: And of course, being a kaypoh, I snapped a fast shot while the rest walked so fast. Idiot.

At Esprit. Bao and his hat. We took quite a number of photos before he decided on this one please! And walau, we go Esprit to accompany this vainpot & Li Zheyang. GUYS VAINER THAN GIRLS LEH MYGOD.

This is my Pinky, my coffeeclub workmate & the most retarded moron who says nippies are cute. :) Cheers to being laughing machines.

See, the girls are just camwhoring while the guys took AGES to try on their shirts lah. For more information about what shirts Bao bought, visit his blog. To see what Zheyang tried on, go see Jazreel's blog. HAHA.

And yay, Bao Jaz & I went Artfriend to do this. HAHAHAHA. So fun lah. Then when the staff walk past, we'll just pretend we're still looking for letters to buy HAHAHAHA retarded. And the reason why we didn't make the rest of the niners' name was because Artfriend realy dont have those letters :( SO SAD RIGHT. I wanted to use them as links.
Oh yes, I missed out this picture. At Esprit! Hahahaha. We tried on trenchcoats for fun. It's huge lah! My god. And of course, the Esprit Aunty came out and say, "No taking of photos in our clothes" blahblah.

At Artfriend! SO COLOURFUL MAN! Bao bought many green threads for me to make one for him. Wa, I should start doing soon but sorry Bao, I'm so goddamn lazy today after SSM. More about killerSSMday later.

Bao insisted on ALL green threads for niners. HAHA. To their dismay of course.
Here's to the first guy who can make me laugh until I gasp for breath like mad. The only one in my entire phone list who still messages me sweet long forwarded messages :) Meet Bao, my friend of 4-5years (:
I have new camera, so must take many photos you know! Somemore not that often go out with Bao.
To the girl whose ass has always been kicked by me! HAHAHA okay actually her chair lah. Thanks for the passing-of-crackers during Mdm Lian's geography lessons, lots of emo shit talk & argues we always have. (:

Say Hello To JazzieWazzie! (HAHAHA ACT CUTE NAME HOR HAHAHAHA AIYA YOU SHOULD KNOW WHY HAHAHAHAH)
Say hello to my new fringe! Weird looking by the way, but I'm getting used to it.

Ngiam acting like a lot of people want to take her photos. HAHAHA. She says no to paparazzi. OUHHHHKKKAYYYYYY. (:

She was sucha grumpy kid I swear. So grumpy because she damn hungry. So we went to Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao to eat...
AND LOOK HOW ~~RETARDED~~ HAPPY SHE IS!
Aiya, the famous vainpot. Go shopping with him equals to "You think this shirt nice?" "You think I should take M or L?" "Eh Joan help me take this design L?" "Wa, you think I should buy this bag a not.. I really want a leather bag leh" WALAUUUUUU worse than girl lah.

Bao posing with the menu. Retarded. Like that also want me take.
I think both of them look quite blur here.
Our food! Don't try the 1st column, 2nd row thing okay! It's some peanut butter oil shit and it taste weird. Poor Bao. The one below it is his noodles being "washed" by Jaz's soup. HAHAHA.

And of course, if you enlarge the pic, you can see that the bottom right hand corner picture is a drawing by me & bao. It looks retarded.

Oh look how creative we are :) EEYER WONG GOING TO ZAO GENG!

On escalators! (:

Hello Wong. Walau, I have such a fat face.
This is the vainpot who used to bully me & call me plain block during sec one. The vainpot that calls me like a dozen times a day just to ask me the same question "Eh joan, what's the homework?" Retarded ass he is, but stupid crappy msn chats with him are always a joy :)
Who can forget this adorable face with 'close-to-a-line' eyes whenever she smiles? The girl whom I met because her class was beside me & according to her, because I lent her my History book. Nonetheless, I'm glad I did (: And seriously, if there ever were a "Most-Random-Person-Award", she'll win. Hands down.

We headed down to coffeeclub. (1 hour bus ride from town to siglap!)

So happy to see Amri doing bar hehehehehehe.

And sorry lah, I only took the scraps because we ate so fast that I forgot to take photos! (:

After that... I quote from my October 20th post...

So Ngiam, ZY, Jaz & Bao took 40 with me and sent me all the way to my block and waited at the void deck for me to hopefully come down and join them! AND I DID YAY HAHAHA SO FUN.

We talked from around 11pm to 1230am? OMG IT WAS SO FUN. I love the talks, it was so so so cool thinking of our futures, predicting each other's futures and sharing so much that we had never shared before :) :) I love you people & i love late night talks minus the bugs of course! We should do it again, hopefully :) hehe.

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OKAY.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

With lessons!

SSM.

Service skills Methodology.

What a great, pressurizing way to start off my week.

Nonetheless, I woke up at 545 just to do my hair. The baby hair and short hair kept sticking out and I swear I used a lot a lot of gel and wax and spray on my hair! It's hard as rock lah, I think even the strongest wind can't mess it up. SERIOUS.

But it's worth it because Miss Mark said my hair is damn neat. Like she said it thrice, so I guess it must be really neat HAHAHA. Never have been so neat in my entire life lah.

Aiya, everyone was damn kancheong until we went in like 750 for an 8am lesson because we damn scared! After hearing all the stories from Jess, Kimbo, Terry & Leti, walau, of course panic lah!

And seriously. Don't be late. It's the worst thing that can ever happen. You can see Mr Goh really boiling and shouting his lungs out. It's really really scary. It's like watching a few horror movies real life.

There was a lot a lot of questions being thrown around by our instructors and I must say that it really kept me alert. It was so gruelling to be standing in those court shoes. I was dying, really. And of course, about the grooming, Mr Goh shouted and yelled a few times but I don't know why I felt like laughing. THANK GOD I DIDN'T or else I won't be blogging here already. I'll be so traumatised I'm cooped up in the tiny corner of my tiny room.

We had a tour around the TCA, lectures & whats not. And really, Mr Goh is quite a nice person :) Yes, despite his strict demeanour. I mean, I bet if he's not strict, our service would suck lah!

And he's damn nice because he noticed that I was pale & he asked me to sit down because I had the cramps. How nice right! :)

Lunch was at engine with Jas & the girls. We wolfed down some food & I almost puked due to not eating the whole day :/ Went back & we had to carry DAMN HEAVY PLATES LA OMGXZ.

Really, the plates are damn heavy. Or I think I'm damn weak lah.

Jas & I carried until our fingers want to break. I got to know a few more LRMers like Nikko, Hazel, HuiJuan, Shazlee & all lah. I think LRM has only 5 classes so yah, we'll somehow get a chance to talk to everyone :) Quite cool right! HEHE.

Anyway, when practising the plates, Jas, Nikko, Hazel & I were just struggling at the back. It's damn heavy, I dont know how to balance it properly yet. Or rather to LOCK your arms and all that shit. BUTBUTBUT, the instructors are damn nice! (: They really encourage you and all. Mr Goh even personally showed us and all lah. I think he's damn cute.

We were supposed to carry 2 plates on a hand & hold there for 1 min, 2 min, 3min, 4min then the 4min parade. DIED. I think Tiffany sure can, because she work banquet. Shit, I'm damn weak because CC plates are damn light HEHE.

ANWWWWWW. We moved on to bricks carrying which was quite okay. Better than those trays. But seriously, my court shoes were killing me. I think I'm going to get HuiJuan's bata shoes. They're flat heeled and allowed! WOO.

JASMINE GAN WE PRACTISE HARDER OKAY HAHAHAH. Maybe by next lessons, our fingers will become stronger already la :)

& I respect those HTMers who can carry 13 bricks. My god.

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WA I BLOGGED SO MUCH HEHEHEH.

And I havent resized the subcomm teaparty photos yet.

Lazyyyy.

2007-10-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

I'm back from my first day of school. Well, not exactly school school since I don't really have lessons.

AH, anyone with project management book please lend me! HEHE.

Anyway, went to school and met Amanda, Ashely, Benchow, Jessybessy for interview. FINALLY I'm seeing everyone back in school! (: I miss TAS but it's so much better to wake up late & still reach school on time! YAY. But of course, byebye HTMers :(

It's really great being back in TP and being at lounge, meeting new people again. AND I FINALLY GOT TO SEE JOHNNY. I haven't seen him the ENTIRE holidays because we're both so busy working lah.

Interview was quite okay. Got interviewed by GLENNNNNNN (: Interview mates were Amanda, Ash, Jess, Matthew, Benchow, Eugene & Alvin. I tell you, Matthew is so cute! :D And yes, although it's just Glenn as my interviewer, I still got quite nervous. HAHA, retarded right. (: Thank you Glenno. :)

Slacked a lot at lounge & talked to HUNNS! I finally saw her after so long & the first thing I did was to cheer her up hor?!? :) I'm the best lah HAHAHAHA. So photohunted, played PSP & talked to random people at the lounge - all fun (:

Oh yes, I must tell you all something retarded! Because I went out with Jaz the other time & she played my djmax, she messaged me on msn and said that she missed my psp. -_- &&&. She asked me TO MEET HER TODAY TO LET HER PLAY OMG RIGHT. HAHAHAHAHA. Why, why do I have such a retarded friend.

So dinner was with Bao, Derrick & Jazreel. Thank you BAO! For "fetching" me from the lounge lahhhhh, sorry I took so long just to say my goodbyes HAHA. Walau, I had caesar salad without fries because design was out of fries. WTH, disappointing lahhhhhh.

Ngiam came soon after with my fries from Macs (hehe) & Bao scared us silly with his ghost story. How freaky.

AND AND I saw CAIYUTING! (: Bestfriends sent me and Benchow to the bus stop together with the niners.

What a happy day, meeting both niners & the lounge people & not forgetting bestfriends (:

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OMG TOMORROW I GOT SERVICE AND IM QUITE PANICKING ALREADY. :(
I hope I do fine, I don't want to kena scolding! PLEASE!

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Photos out soon, I swear HAHA.
Especially since subcomm tea party :/

2007-10-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

PICTURE HEAVY BLOG POST ABOUT POLYFORUM! (:

Yes, finally right. Hahahahaha.

At IT school waiting for the bus.
THESE ARE THE PEOPLE GOING!
Glenn trying to walk past a whole bunch of bags.
My very very sad boy, who I missed a lot and who missed me a lot (: Hehe.
The ceiling of the polyforum cruise!
Kimbo!
My bestfriend Benchow!

My bestfriend Jessybessy!

I miss you Johnny!

Me being a retard after hitting my head on the lamp.
The happy 3 girls (:

With our new friends! :D

I'm the only one ready! Hahahaha.
We played the gigantic chess!
SO HUGE!

Really a lot of food hor. :D
Benchow & Glenn being gay.
Benchow beside me.
The bridge people! Oh, Glenn damn suay because he lost like 10 games continously. HAHAHA.
Benchow on the top bed! WHAT IS GLENN DOING HAHAHAHA. Wa, I only thought Benchow.... K nevermind! :D
Kim with the rubic cube my boy & I bought for her!

Retarded people - we're so dead beat already la.
Hurhur.
Walau, he damn :/ lah! Keep twirling my hair HAHAHA.
HAHAHA.

Derek no need sleep one, he just play his metal slug HAHAHA.
KIM!
BENCHOW!
The very very scary Jessybessy. My god.
Smirk.

MANY PICTURES OF FOOD!

Some prawn salad thingy with avacado.

GLENN CANT SMILE MAN.
We were dressed up for formal night HAHAHA. Actually I can't remember what night it was. LOL.

Some potato spinach soup.
Weird weird dessert.

The top view is pretty! (:
Us at the karaoke bar.
Benchow & I were really bored, i swear.
He very the zi lian also.
Our new friend juliet.

Seriously, second night we dam tired.
Our friend Ben! Indonesiannnnnnnn.

Snort.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG BENCHOW GIVING A VERY RETARDED HOLY ACTION HAHAHAHAHA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA BENCHOW OMG.
Derek wants to murder YOU.
Eric eating!
OUR WHOLE MENU!

My artistic shot.
Benchow's artistic shot.
Jerome! Who I think he looks like Minhan.
Bruschettaaaaa. Okay lah, the coriander was weird.
Tuna thingy from Jess!

French Onion Soup!
And the black cherry shot which was quite sweeeet. Like a dessert.
My vongole which sucked. HAHA.
Salmon thing which was okay I guess.
OMG THE TURKEY WAS THE BEST LA HAHAHA.

Some icecream meringue thing. Not bad lah, I koped people's one!
MY WARM APPLE FRITTERS THAT I LOVE :) Yum.
Melissa & Jasmine.
And the whole of 3c. Hahaha. I don't know half of them initially you know! HAHA.
COLLAGE FOOOD.

SU OEI! :)
The SU people are just everready for a shot.
Us before going into Bella Vista for the food!
Guys, I love you! (: The whole cruise thing was so fun because of all of you :) THANKYOU PEOPLE :) Hehe.

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Today is Happy Birthday Jasmine Seng!

Dinner was at Genki Sushi, yum yum. Obviously, I ate less than I eat at Sakae Sushi because I didn't throw away the rice what HAHAHA. (:

And dessert was Anderson's chocolate fondue which was YUM. (: What a sinful day right. Hahahaha.

Photos will be up when I'm less lazy. HAHAHA. (Eh at least I updated okay!)

2007-10-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

Hello hello.

FYI, my old "only-can-save-100-msges-in-the-phone" Motorola ROKR has ended its 2 year old life by jumping into the river aka the toilet bowl.

It has since been replaced by a Mr "I-am-slim-and-can-save-so-much-more-messages" Nokia 6120 which was bought the day after the ROKR died.

Yep, end of interesting part HAHA.

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I needneedneed to blog about Wednesday! (: Hahaha, it was my day off and I met Wong, Jaz, Bao, ZY & Ngiamy! (:

I met Wong and we took our pay first before heading to satisfy my hunger. JazzieWazzie came like half an hour later (we were supposed to meet at 2) and Bao met us another half an hour later (he reached at 3). Needless to say, our vainpot Zheyang turned up with a matching pair of shorts as Bao - late.

We headed to Fareast to anyhow walkwalk & then the girls just basically followed the guys around shopping. I feel so deprived, no money what! But yet again, felt quite liberated that I didn't anyhow spend (3 belts quite an impulse though). OH and I didn't find my bag after making everyone walk around with me ):

Jaz was damn funny, she kept asking me to concentrate on my bag. She damn worried I anyhow spend HAHAHA.

OH YA, we had a lot of fun taking photos and trying on random clothes at Esprit before being told off by an AUNTY who says photos are not allowed. Yadayaydaaa. I will load the photos soon lah. (:

Had our dinner at Crystal Jade. Eeyer, I didn't really enjoy my LA MIAN. Stupid Vainpot who wanted to eat there. And a whole hour bus ride to Siglap CC! (: Thank you Amri, I will kowtow to you & let you throw hoops all day cause you're so niceeeee HAHAHA :) :)

Ice Passion Tea, Two Ice Chocolate, One Ice Mocha Vanilla. Hahahah, I'm head of the Amri fanclub already! :)

Ngiam & I finallyfinally tried Tira Al Cafe which was so so only :( Overflowing chocolate for our fondue as usual hehe. Yummy crepe mushroom & candied apple crumble!

I wish I took pictures. We ate until I forgot. Idiot :(

Wong needed to rush back so she left first while the rest sent me to the bus stop. And strangely, we started chatting like mad at the bus stop! I was like, "WALAU at coffeeclub got table and chair dont want to talk, now then talk."

Hahahaha, but it was because its damn stressful. Hiding drinks behind IS magazines from Jackson hehe.

So Ngiam, ZY, Jaz & Bao took 40 with me and sent me all the way to my block and waited at the void deck for me to hopefully come down and join them! AND I DID YAY HAHAHA SO FUN.

We talked from around 11pm to 1230am? OMG IT WAS SO FUN. I love the talks, it was so so so cool thinking of our futures, predicting each other's futures and sharing so much that we had never shared before :) :) I love you people & i love late night talks minus the bugs of course! We should do it again, hopefully :) hehe.

Okay, I'm quite tired brogging so much just about that day.

PICTURES UP SOON I PROMISE!

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Yesterday & today, I had work. Work's always fun with the right company & I especially love it when I have Surya for company :) All the bitching and laughter, damn enjoyable :)

Today was alright I guess. We did our usual bitching & all. Something might have spoilt my day but I guess I acted quite professional and all. Anyway, it wasn't a big deal. Why should I even bother so much. :)

My boy is finally back but I can't meet him tomorrow because it's JASMINESENG'S DAY. :(

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My timetable is quite screwed.

Service on Tuesday and I'm really nervous!

2007-10-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

WALAU.

It's not that I don't want to post photos of Polyforum & Subcomm tea partay. It's blogger that's giving me so much problems. Rah.

Yay, outing tomorrow! (:

2007-10-16T01:27:00.001+08:00

HELLO.

I'm really tired now so I'll just blog a quick one, but then again, you never know how much the fingers are gonna type. RAH.

Anyway, I met Jasmine Gan to collect uniform today! (: And of course, Benchow. Hahahahahaha, it's been so so long since I saw them both! Boy, I miss them much.

So yes, collected the uniform, said hi to some of the LRM mates & all, then headed to design to find Glenn. (: Feels good eating Design food after so long & Benchow kept insisting I only used 20 cents out of my 50cents cheese. WALAUEH.

& bickered/squabbled with Glenn as usual, played PSP, slacked around & got scolded for the candle wax thing that Jodin did for me. I shall not blog why because more people will only harass me blahblahblah HAHAHAHA.

Went back to the rather quiet lounge & slacked. We played bridge with Yvonne while Kim did her stuff in the exco room. I miss playing bridge at lounge (:

Sarah & Hakim & Lois came also. So basically, for the 4 hours, this is what we did.

# bridge.
# compete with each other about DJMAX (walau, benchow seriously sucks then he still wanted to compete with glenn & i HAHAHAHAH 90.2!)
# memory gamed! (with sarah - glenn's very very good idea :))
# disturbed benchow's memory game
# played glenn's phone
# photohunted/word safari/gender bender & all that rubbish

Anyway, left around 630 with Benchow to Cartel to meet Yuting! (: (: It was a damn cok bus ride with Benchow because we kept talking about lame stuff & aiya, he's just a damn fun person to have a bus ride with (: (Can imagine him doing the very smug face)

Yuting came later than us but we took a frigging longer time to finally decide what to eat. Hahahah.

(after damn long)
Yuting: I want the Haiwaiian Pork Chop.
Benchow: Eh I also want to order that!
Me: Walau, order something else lah so can share what.

and when Yuting placed her order, the manager said, "Sorry, we're out of Haiwaiian Pork Chop." Benchow gave the very smug face again and said, "SEE SNATCH WITH ME LA HAHAHA"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHH WALAU Benchow!

Anyway, we stayed from 730 to 1030 at Cartel, updating each other and laughing at Benchow's lame jokes. From his pose of Yuting's funny reaction, to their "middle-finger-game", to cheese & olive oil.. the three hours were filled with so much laughter lah :) I really missed them both especially CAIYUTING because I hardly talk to her on MSN also :)

& after a day spent with CAIYUTING always end up with a very very sweet sms sent by her :) Thanks babe, you know you're like the sister I never had either :) And to you, I promise a pair of genuine listening ears for you & shoulders for you to lean on whenever you face problems :) And like I've said, you'll be sorely missed when you graduate. Thanks for always being there for me and I really really feel comfortable with you as well (: Loves lots to you :)

And I'm going to whine again... I have work from 2-11 tomorrow! Not that I don't enjoy work, but I'm seriously quite lazy.

&&&.

I'm flat broke.

BUT.

I want to get Diva's accessories which are like half priced. (But nevermind because my sister bought a ring, bangle, necklace & bracelet HAHAHA)
I want to go shopping.
I need a nice new bag for school.
I need plain black non heeled pumps for SSM.
I need a haircut for my fringe.

Most importantly, I NEED MONEY. WHERE IS MY PAY FROM MPHOSIS & COFFEECLUB OMGXZ.

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I miss my silly.

2007-10-14T02:44:00.000+08:00

Hello.

There have been a few sagas in my life currently, but nothing that interesting and frustrating.

I'll get over the jealousy and unfairness in life. Thanks to everyone who I ranted to - Glenn, Jaz, Bao & my boy. I love you guys, thanks for listening.

Anyway, it's 3am and my boy is still out with the guys. Aaah well.

Went to William's birthday party today and well, although things were pretty screwed up initially, I'm still glad I went (: (NGIAM MUST THANK ME SOMEMORE HAHAHAH)

I spent most of the time listening to Sio's rants and I can totally understand how she feels about certain things. You have no idea how different the thinking of guys & girls are. Hahahaha.

Bao, Sio & I spent a lot of time thinking back on secondary school days. Ngiam was sitting with Nanda & Keith and listening to everyone's conversations and interrupting. Hahahahaha. Jodin was just.. listening.

I miss secondary school and I'm really glad throughout this holiday, I've met up with them fairly enough because I know when school starts, we'll hardly get the chance - me being busy with SU.. I guess.

In the end, we spent hours chatting & eating pizza & chicken wings, blowing extremely big bubbles & bursting them, playing with sparklers and watching Ngiam go "OH-MY-GOD-BAO-GO-AWAY" when sparklers come too near, laughing at Jodin's retarded jokes, making fun of Nanda and all that shit. It was a good gathering but it would have been better if things won't so screwed up initially (:

OH! And the part where Tom, Ngiam, Bao, Jodin & I went to get the cake - HILARIOUS. We kept blewing away the candles because we were laughing, and because of the wrong candle hole I made and the cover up. HHAHAHAHAHA IT WAS SO FUNNY PLEASE.

&&&. We met the primary school bully, the Mr Dao & Mr "I-thought-he-was-28-but-he-is-only-19" HAHAHAHAHAH. Actually the last one, I think he looks around 24 in real person lah. Not too bad. :D Plus, he's quite friendly.

SIOBHAN MUN EN EN, if you're reading this, jiayou for your O's and please lah, your stitch thing sucks leh. Cannot even blow any bubbles! Hahahaha.

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I miss hell a lot of people. In the long list, they include people like CAI YU TING, GLENN MICHAEL SANDHU, BENJAMIN CHOW JING SHENG, GERALDINE KOH SHU FEN, JESLYN TIEN SHIR MAINE, JOHN SEAH WEN JIE AND THE FRIGGING LIST GOES ON.

We shall meet up when school starts okay! I'm sorry I've been working & working! :(

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OH YAY I GOT CAMERA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2007-10-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

AH OMG I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND HEHEHEHEHEHE.

Yes lah, he did it at the grass patch downstairs. (: And waited so patiently while I was taking my own sweet time to bathe. (That's cause I thought he went back after sending me home what!)

(:

Hehehehehehehe. (:

SO SWEET, IM HAVING A SUGAR RUSH :D

Happy 6 months silly (:

2007-10-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

I'm an extremely happy girl today because I finally got to see Yvonne Low Chew Fang today! (: Happy, happy! For your information, I won't be seeing her until after her A's and her holiday at HK - that's like a month plus or so! :(

Anyway, Vonn & Jazziewazzie were both late. :/ I think I'm becoming less impatient already because I waited for them! Hahahaha. Anyway, I quickly got my boy's present and headed down to Parkway to meet Wong & Ngiam for SAKAE SUSHI! (:

Yay, I was damn excited we had sushi because I really had the craving from last night's discussion on MSN (: WHEE! :D Teatime buffet is so worth it man, I swear. But the rest of the girls were lousy leh, they K.O. damn fast! I think I still wasn't very 100% full leh, hahaha.

And we kept finding ways of disposal for rice. Seriously, thank you Sakae Sushi staff! Because we were a bunch of dirty girls, man. We played with peas (Ngiam's idea) and the lesson I learnt today was : Don't be adventurous. Crap.

We yakked and talked and gossiped for hours & headed to Mc Cafe to yak somemore! Hahaha, we planned a bit for the chalet which I'm not sure is coming true a not ): Sigh, the idea of the chalet is so cute!

ANYWAY.
I hope the niners are going for William's party, so maybe my boy & I will go. Yay. (: Heh.

OMGXZ WORK TMR! Heh.

2007-10-06T01:14:00.000+08:00

Cheers to Coffeeclub and girls' talk! (:

Work was good today.
I finally tried my Wasabi Soft Shell Crab! (: Yay, thanks to Penly. He's the best lah, forever exchanging meals with me so I can try seafood (: And no, I didn't whine or beg him, he just offered!

Terry is still very cute lah. The way he reacts to things and he says things, damn funny! (:

I was social butterfly today. Mingled/Gossiped a bit with Terry & Minhan, kacau-ed Penly, disturbed Peiyun and played "Who-can-shoot-the-most-receipts-accurately" with Helmy & Amri. Damn retarded but damn fun. I don't know why but Amri keeps getting his shots in lah. But I really had fun! Lalalala. :) And I felt appreciated :)

Rushed home after work, got changed into fresh smelling 'no-more-coffee-garlic-pasta' smell (:

Dinner was great! (: Yes, we had it at Coffeeclub, heh. I had Caesar Salad with Smoked Salmon (YUM), Sio had Caesar Salad, Ngiam had her long awaited Dory Fillet & Jazreel had Garlic Prawn Pasta! YUM. But seriously, I had a tough time deciding what I wanted to eat because I was so sick of the food there you know. Heh.

And we had drinks on the house! Thank you Amri & Charles. 25% discount somemore, shiokness!

So yes, we yakked for a whole 2 hours again about everything and anything possible. It was damn hilarious. I love you girls - always brighten up my day no matter how tired I am (:

My boy came and surprised me and I turned tomato red! Yes, I don't know why either (: He just sat through our bitchy OHMYGODSERIOUSWHATTHEHELLHAHAHA sessions (: And William came. I think William & Jodin were so interested in the army talks, hahaha. So cute right! Think they'll be good friends and I sort of invited William to come over to our h9 chalet if we ever have one! Yay. (: Then William won't feel so awkward, FUN!

YVONNE LOW CHEW FANG, YOU OWE ME A DATE OKAY. :( I WAS DAMN EXCITED WHEN YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO ASK YOUR DAD IF YOU CAN COME LAH. But anyway, I hope next time can okay? Date me out please!

WALAU I HATE BLAIR (I think) from Gossip Girls. B*TCH.

2007-10-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking of keeping an LJ again.
Just thoughts though, nothing concrete.

The main people today.
JAZZIEWAZZIE, WONGIE & NGIAMNGIAM.

Woke up at 1pm today (Yes, what a pig I know).

Hurried down to meet JazzieWazzie who turned out to be late! & the goondu Wong cabbed down just to meet us. Too much money I say.

Anyway, ate KFC for lunch and yakked a lot with Jazzie & Wong while waiting patiently for the SP girl, Ngiam.

Walked up and down, left and right just to find the materials I need for my 6month present for my boy. Thank you so much girls, for walking so much with me! (: Yes, I must say I'm really quite fickle and indecisive. Hahhhhh.

Dinner was at Cartel. It was so enjoyable with the girls! I really really miss the talks filled with so much laughter & gossips, peppered with some bitchings and daydreaming. :D We sat for a whole 2 hours I think and our conversation was on-going lah. I miss the rest of the girls. Sio & Vonn, please get over your exams!

& we were thinking of a H9 chalet. So cute right! (: Tentatively December, Aranda. Whee, damn excited like mad. We even planned to cook breakfast in the morning lah! Will be so fun, I bet people like Bao & Jaz will sleep in la. (I think I will too. HAHAHA.)

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HEROES EPISODE TWO OMG OUT AND DAMN NICE LA HAHAHAHA.

2007-10-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hello world.

My legs are dying because I worked like 2-11 today. You know, usually I don't feel the strain until I completely relax and rest and woah, you can really really feel the strain of those muscles. But hey, it's good. I hope I lose some weight somehow. (But a bit hard because the food at Coffeeclub is good!)

Thursday (:

I worked at the Isetan Private Sales for m)phosis. MY GOD, it was hectic and chaotic and god damn messy! Initially my meeting time was 8am and I was telling someone (probably my boy) about who on earth will wake up so early for the sales. My goodness! The answer is HELL A LOT OF PEOPLE HELLOOOO.

At first, the atmosphere was quite weird. I always think m)phosis girls have this "seh" and it proved to be true! Really dao full timers they have there. But anyway, work was good because I get one hour break (less 6.50 lor) with WONG! (:

AND OF COURSE I GOT TO SEE JESSYBESSY LA. And she had a lot of trouble that day that poor girl.

And I made new friends. This veryvery adorable Sharol (She's damn lame but very very cute!), sweet sweet Kexian, nice people like Hazel, Xinyi and one more girl! Oh dear, I forgot her name :( I kept pestering everyone "EH HALF AN HOUR MORE I CAN GO HOME. EH 15 MINS! EH 5MINS!" Hahahahaha.

I don't really like the job scope but the people there made the job really fun! I was just randomly hanging clothes, unhooking clothes off hangers, hooking clothes ON hangers (I hate this!), picking out shoes, arranging the racks.

Gee, I would go back to CC anytime if not for the pay. Thanks Jess for helping me get the job though! :)

Weekends (:

I finally saw my boy (: YAY! We went window shopping, bought his bag and seriously, he really cannot tahan Bugis Street! Louyapok. Girls are seriously better than guys in window shopping. I mean, I don't have money to buy stuff but it won't hurt browsing right! My silly keeps complaining. Gah. But I still love him anyhow (:

Dinner was at his place. KFC delivery! Sigh, fats. Again.

Sunday was Tampines, more walking around and buying his stuff (: Sigh, I love him. Dinner was steamboat & teppanyaki. Yummers.

Of course, it sucked parting with him but I sent him all the way to camp! (: Am I not sweet? Hehe.

Monday (:

Yikes! Work was at 2 and I woke up at 12. I really wanted to wake up at 10 and buy my own lunch but I ended up snoozing till 12, hahahaha. That's two hours of constant snoozing. Yes, I'm a pig. Oinkoink.

Work was damn good! Finally got to work with Wong and I saw Penly! The first thing I said (In Chinese) "WALAU PENLY YOU DAMN HANDSOME HOR, NOW WEAR SUIT ALR." Hahahaha, background info: Managers wear long sleeve shirts and ties lah. He used to wear uniform. Hahaha.

Morning was fun with Terry & Amanda. Terry speaks really really fast and he's damn cute. He kept making me laugh. And of course, I had the company of Surya. Work with her is always always filled with laughter because we always gossip & make fun of every single thing.

NicPeh came back to work! Yay, and seriously, his antics are damn cute! You see his face also you want to laugh. Serious! And yes, Surya, Nic & I laughed the whole night away over the "fake bimbo accent thing" and the goatee thing. Don't ask.

And. I stayed up till 2am waiting for my boy's call.

Today (:
Work was well, tiring. Today was much quieter than usual. Less fun than yesterday even though I had the old people like Surya & Rizal working - Even Tom paid me a visit! But still. Less laughter today - shrugs.

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I've just realised how long I haven't eaten a proper full family meal. Even since my boy went to the army, I've been heading over to his place for dinner & stuff. Man, I feel bad. And sometimes when people date me out on weekends or when Penly/Charles ask me to work, I always end up saying, "Don't touch my weekends lah".

Gosh, I really feel damn bad.

Not that I don't like hanging out with my boy. I lovelovelove spending so much good quality time with him!

Sigh, I guess you can't have the best of both worlds. I realise how greedy I can be sometimes, to expect so much from life, when seriously, I think I'm lucky enough.

Yes, time to digress & pen down some thoughts.

I have family. I especially love my sister to death even though she annoys me. I'll share half of my honey mustard chix sandwich with her, share half of my maple walnut cheesecake, loan her my skinnies & accessories & all that shit. & most importantly, I'll keep her secrets HAHA.

I have love. I love my boy to death as well. He does the sweetest things for me and never complains about having to pick me up from my place to go his place. Yes, although we do squabble & argue & fight a lot, I still love him. To death.

I have friends. H9&co, you guys are the best things I've found in secondary school. (Derrick & Grace, found you all DURING sec school la, same. HAHA) TPSU. My dear 1234 completed with nannies, Hunns, Glenn, GCC, Kim, old subcomms, new subcomms, old maincomms, new maincomms. You guys make my poly days so so colourful. Classmates, coursemates, random mates, freshies. (:

I have work. Yes coffeeclub, you da best yo! No matter how many times I MIA (like 4 months yknow!!), you all still make me feel so welcomed as always (: And hahahaha, for still calling me Senior even though I don't fill up my schedule. All the kickass friends I've made even though we seldom hang out after work but you know I love you. (: Surya, Mich, Meili, Nanda, Tom, Rizal etcetcetc.

You know, I really think I'm quite lucky and fortunate already.

To all the people out there, I know you have your moments of jealousy and envy. But seriously, just take some time off and pen down some of the good things in your life. Count your blessings and you'll realise how lucky you really are.

Ultimately, I really believe that life is fair. There are moments - I won't deny, that I'm often jealous of pretty girls with to-die-for hot bods, nice complexion yadyada, but really, life's fair. Pretty girls get hell a lot of perks, but they don't get ALL the perks.

Life's fair. (Yes lah shut up la Joan, you said that plenty.)

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GOSSIP GIRLS, COME OUT EPISODE THREE LEH. :D

2007-09-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

MY CLASS CHALET PHOTOS! (:
not all of them are here lah, im lazy to resize everything (:

All jumbled up, click to enlarge! (:
Ariel with her sexy pose & my lovely Jasmine! (:

Ariel, Fish looking Grace & Qingyun!
OMG retarded looking flower Ben & Sausage in the mouth Shawnedepp.
Drunk as a fish Desmond, Lovely Qingyun and scrunched up Gracey.
The drunkards.
Lovely Gracey & Jasmine being taller than me. Hahaha, I bet they enjoyed it :D

The Loveylovebirds.
My emo kid who is trying to attempt a "My-girlfriend-left-me-for-XXX" shot. You don't have to get it, we do (:
JASMINE!
Bimbo but damn bloody cute Ariel (:

Chalet madness.

Shawne & Taitai! :D
Kenny (exact replica of Mike) & Kim! STressed at poker table.
Kim! :D
She's the chef and the organiser. :D
Linus & Benben!

Lovely chalet girls. Omg, drunkards doing arm wrestling.
We were all high. Hahahah I remember when Shane came into the room, I went, "HIII SHANE!!" Then his reply was, "OMG, YOU DRANK?!" HAHAHAHAHAHAH :D
Still sober (:

Wasted kid.
TAIHONG SO CUTE PLS.
Looks very handsome hor?

BBQ!

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Let me indulge for a moment...

My boy in my specs. So cute.
He's really retarded but oh so cute at the same time (:
This is an awesome shot!
I love you (:

It was nice meeting my boy's friends the other day. Not that I don't know them already.

Alan, he's damn cute still. Especially when gambling in the middle of the night. He would take two tiles of "Fa Cai" and put in front of his eyes. HAHAHAHAHA, I wish I had the camera ): It would be nice to have Serene around also, I felt quite awkward not knowing the girls.. but it was okay overall (:

Cal who's really quite funny, again when he's tired. He gets quite high and talks nonsense. Damn funny. And I like his Cherry QQ which he drove me back the other time. Hehe.

Tian & Ting. They're a really cute couple. They keep calling each other "Dude". Term of endearment. So cute (:

Jeff/Pyisoe & Joyce. Again, they're damn cute together because Jeff's damn funny lah. I cannot take it, his exaggerated actions and all. Hahahah.

And the night was spent at Eskibar. No, I didn't take alcohol - I had a mocktail :D And we went into the cold room lah! Freezing cold until we came outside and played poker. Yay to that :) Baby taught the rest poker while I just stoned because my ulcers were hurting ):

Getting driven around is quite fun. We played at West Park Playground at 230am. Hahahah, it was much fun and filled with plenty of laughters. And of course, I had bruises, thanks to my boy! Hahahaha. Macs at 3am is definitely unhealthy.

Went Tian's place. And Tian's dog is ballistic lah. Too overly hyperactive please! I was totally ulcerified and dying. I felt damn terrible. Like shit. Played poker/in between/blackjack until we went back around 7am. (:

Sigh, miss my boy.

2007-09-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

I'm back to work at Coffee Club.

Things aren't that bad I guess, except there are many new new new faces. There was an extremely annoying person, I'm sure Ngiam will know who I'm talking around. Fkng annoying bossy person, go away please. Nobody likes you.

Anyhows, I missed Surya! (: I was so glad I saw her, even if it was only for 2 hours. Those 2 hours were filled with lots of laughter & updates. Working today made me realise I miss the old times when there was Mr B, Beepbeep, Ah Kheng especially, Mich, Tom, Nanda and so many more people. Sigh, change is life.

Oh yes, I forgot to mention, my boy's back in the army again. Sigh double sigh triple sigh. ):

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Class chalet was fun.
I brought my boy along and I'm really glad I did (:
And I met new friends, really nice people especially Linus & Joseph.
Bridge was really really good with them - especially Joseph. He's really damn good lah, our kind of bridge is more challenging because its fixed partner. Linus is.. very full of rubbish HAHAAHAHAH.

Anyway, I had a lot of fun lah (: A lot of unknown faces but it was all good :D

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Pictures will be up when I'm less tired.
I'm quite looking forward to the m)phosis event! Yay.

2007-09-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

i have many photos to blog.
- subcomm tea party
- cruise photos
- curly hairdos
- manymany heaps of pictures of the boy & i

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im having a fantastique time now (:
just spending quality quality time with my boy.

from dinners to jogs to movies to exercise to learning how to play WOW to camwhoring to curling of hair blahblahblah.

i wish this period of time never had to end.

THURSDAY CHALET! :D

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& i like my curlywavy hairdo (:

2007-09-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

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I was bored so I did this from Ngiam's blog.
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RED
1. Closest red thing to you?
my 1234bestfriends photoframe (:
2. Has anyone ever cheated on you in a relationship?
nope.
3. Last thing to make you mad?
shrugs. I don't know.
4. Are you a fan of romance?
Yes yes, sucker for romance.
5. Have you ever been in love?
Still am (:
6. Do you have a temper?
Yes I do. (Esp with my boy sometimes! Heh.) I don't usually throw tantrums at friends, but I do have my mood swings with them sometimes.

ORANGE
1. Closest orange thing to you?
Er, does SL shirt count?
2. Do you like to burn things?
No, I don't even dare to play with fire.
3. Do you dress up for Halloween?
Nope.
4. Are you usually a warm-hearted person?
Ehhhhh, depends how you see it but I prefer to think I am (:
5. Do you prefer the single life or the security of a relationship?
Security of a relationship. Heh.
6. What would your superpower be?
Hmm, I don't want to read the future because it would suck predicting all the bad stuff before they come. (You have to experience it twice leh!)
Hmm, I don't want to heal because it's quite scary when you cut yourself and it automatically heals.
Hmm, I don't want to read people's mind because I will hear things I don't want to.
Hahahahahhahaha all based on heroes.
But anyway, I would like to freeze time (:

YELLOW
1. Closest yellow thing to you?
My Leisure & Recreation file (: HAHAHA.
2. The happiest time[s] of your life?
(: Times with my boy, niners & bestfriends/SU people (:
3. Favorite holiday?
Rarh, I don't know.
4. Are you a coward?
Hmmm, quite. It depends on what issues I'm looking at. If things like ALP and all, I'm quite adventurous. If things like friendship & love, yep, quite a coward I guess.
5. Do you burn or tan?
Er, tan?
6. Do you want children?
Maybe. A girl would be nice (:
7. What makes you feel warm and safe?
My boy's hug. Heh.

GREEN
1. Closest green thing to you?
Er, leaves of my flowers? Do they count?
2. Do you care about the environment?
Yes, quite. (:
3. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
I'm always jealous of people. Hahahah, I'm quite a jealous person. (: Heh.
4. Are you a lucky person?
Considering the fact I have family, love and friendship... Yes of course I'm lucky (:
5. Do you always want what you can't have?
Yeah, like the best of both worlds :)
6. Think of six green things that make you happy:
- MONEY HAHAHAHAHA.
- Army book out days HAHAHA.
- GREEN dresses! Whee.
- A certain room. Heh.
- Er my powder?
- Seaweed! HAHAHAHA.
This question is retarded.
7. Are you Irish?
Nah.

BLUE
1. Closest blue thing to you?
Bonjela. HAHAH.
2. Are you good at calming people down?
I think I'm not bad. Seriously (:
3. Do you like the sea?
It depends. I like photos of the sea, but I do get seasick when I'm on a ship.
4. What was the last thing that made you cry?
Hmmmm...
5. Are you a logical thinker?
Sometimes, but I tend to think way out of the box sometimes. Heh.
6. Can you sleep easily?
If I think a lot, then no. Hahahah.
7. Do you prefer the beach or the woods?
The beach! Woods has mosquitoes.

PURPLE
1. Closest purple thing to you?
The crepe paper of my flowers. (:
2. Like being treated to expensive things?
It depends on my mood, but yea, why not? :D
3. Do you like mysterious things?
Mysterious sounds scarily weird. Surprises yes, mysteries no.
4. Ever met anyone in royalty?
Errr...
5. Are you creative?
I'm a left hander! (: Of course I'm creative. Heh.
6. Are you a lonely person?
Not really. :)

PINK
1. Closest pink thing to you?
My tissue paper.
2. Do you like sweet things?
Yes! But it depends lah. I only like sweet things after my salty things.
3. Like play-fighting?
Errr...
4. Are you sensitive?
Yes, overly sometimes. Hahahha.
5. Do you like punk music?
Yes (:
6. What is your favorite flower?
Roses :D
7. Does anyone have a crush on you?
Yes, Jodin Choo Xingwei. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

BLACK
1. Closest black thing to you?
Camera pouch.
2. Do you like morbid things?
NO.
3. Do you like being underground?
It depends. I don't get underground Hahahaha.
4. Are you afraid of death?
Yes. I don't like deaths, who does? And I'm always scared of losing my love ones to death.
5. Do you prefer neutral or vibrant colors?
Errrrr it depends leh. But I'm quite a neutral person. I like black and white.
7. What's your favorite text ever?
Hmm?

List 10 things you want to say to people but you never will
(Don't say who they are)

1) Sometimes you really get on my nerve but I don't tell you.
2) Spoilt brat.
3) Stop being so idealistic, it's time to broaden your thinking.
4) Friends are not made for personal motives.
5) Grow up and stop being a kid sometimes.
6) You should stop thinking you're correct and stop arguing everytime someone opposes your view. Really, it's annoying.
7) You're so competitive that I can't take it. I always have to give in because I don't like quarrelling wtih you.
8) If you want to try new things, then just try. Stop copying people.
9) So. Damn. Fake.
10) I think you're really biased. I really want you to like me, but the harder I try, the worse it gets. You're really hurting me.

1. WHAT'S YOUR SISTER'S NAME?
Jasmine :D
2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
On the phone saying goodnight. (:
3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
Black. Hahaha, typical.
4. MTV, V Channel, OR MYX
MTV.
5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE?
My boy's arms. :D
6. NAME A PERSON WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "s"?
Sio.
7. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO EAT ICE CREAM?
Hahahahah on starcruise virgo! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH right Glenn?!
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?
I like my marketing subject. Hehe.
9. HOW DO YOU MAKE MONEY?
Currently not working = no money.
10. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE?
Silver.
11. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
Spending time with the army boy (:
12. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK?
Never did.
13. YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?
Yes I am (:
14. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
Hairspray ):
15. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE "SCARY MOVIE"?
No favourites, I hate scary movies.
16. WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?
My sister's! (:
17.DO YOU THINK ANNA NICOLE SMITH KILLED HERSELF?
Yeah, maybe. I don't know.
18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU GOT MAD AT?
My boy? (:
19. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Er, I don't really want kids but yes if I had to give birth, maybe two? One is quite lonely.
20. HAVE YOU EVER LIED TO A FRIEND?
Yes.
21. ARE YOU JUDGMENTAL?
Quite (:
22. WHAT DO YOU HEAR AT THIS VERY MOMENT?
Face Down - TRJA.
23. WERE YOU A NERD IN 5TH GRADE?
I guess so. Actually okay lah. Hahahaha.
24. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FROM ALASKA?
No.
25. ARE YOU A FAN OF BASKETBALL?
Not really.

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HELLO YOU.
I'm back from my 3D2N cruise! (:

Heh, really fun because it wasn't that bad! Friends are quite easy to make, everyone's quite nice and I get to hang out with my SU people namely JESSYBESSY! BENCHOW! GLENNO! DEREK! KIMBO! ERIC!

:D

We all slept in the same room except Eric lah. It was damn fun. The first night was rubbish lah because Glenn was damn high and he was SUPER NOISY I TELL YOU. He kept singing Pokemon shit, walaueh, I really couldn't get to sleep.

Okay, damn a lot of things about the cruise so I shall make a quick numbered post! (:

#1; The food is really not bad. And you can always see Kim rushing to take her food. She's damn cartoon lah. Like in the morning, she cannot wake up, you mention COCOPOPS FOR BREAKFAST LEH - she'll dash out of the bed.
#2; Glenn is really really damn noisy when he's high. Really, he damn rubbish.
#3; I get motion sickness. FINE IM LOUYAPOK LAH.
#4; I miss the Vongole Pasta leh. Quote Benchow, "Walau, we pangseh the pasta for Kim leh" HAHAHAHAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY.
#5; Benchow likes to play with my hair. Cause I was lying on the higher bed, he was on the lower one, then he twirl with my hair around the fingers. Suddenly he ask:

Benchow: Eh, Jodin got play with your hair like that a not?
Joan: Yeah, sometimes. But not around my fingers lah, why?
Benchow: Orh, sekali you think I'm Jodin then you pounce on me.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH WTH DAMN FUNNY LA HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA POUNCE LEH HHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

#6; We hanged out with Jessybessy's friends most of the times. Quite nice people. Juliet is pretty lah, hana la Benchow! HAHAHAHA.
#7; You cannot tell Benchow that you think his friend pretty cause he will keep telling his friend. Walau, I didn't tell D**** you like her lor Hahahahaha.
#8; We went for karaoke and they sang ZUI JING which reminded me of my boy ):
#9; Benchow said his song is More Than Words. Hahahahah.
#10; Jessybessy damn scary with her hair at night. And she will keep irritating people cause her hair haven't dry.
#11; Derek really loves his Metal Slug game.
#12; Bella Vista serves really weird food. Like those ATAS cuisine that we don't really know how to appreciate leh. Hahahahah, but they were okay lah. Not that bad.
#13; My newfound friend (yes lah glenn) Melissa thinks I'm damn blur ):
#14; I think Jerome looks like Minhan leh!!!!! Hahahahahah, and he's quite a funny guy. He laughs at many things.
#15; I think Benjamin looks like a mix of Japanese and Korean leh. Walau, damn exotic right? Hahahah and he speaks with a weird accent lah. Seriously.
#16; I like the toilet leh! It's really damn nice :D Okay lah, actually just like hotel toilet. Hehe, but nice leh! :D And the room got disney channel and all. Hehe.
#17; Their celebrity disco damn crap. Techno, walau.
#18; Some people no shame one leh. They grind on the dancefloor with all the bright lights shining. Walau.
#19; The video of Glenn is a must watch. YOU CONFIRM WILL LAUGH ITS FRIGGING FUNNY LAH MY GOD.
#20; The performances really kick ass leh. Damn entertaining. :D
#21; I think Mr Lui Teck Yew is damn cool. He's damn funny lah, I like his sense of humour :D
#22; Eh! The TV got a lot of cartoons. Hehehehe.

And the list will never end lah.
But basically, ITS DAMN KICKASS CAUSE GOT PLENTY OF FREE AND EASY TIME! WHEEEEEE. :) Aiya, blog more when I have photos.

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Happy 5th month dearest! (:
Like you said before, although the route is still far away and sometimes bumpy, our little 5month old car will survive the ups and downs and eventually make it to our destination. I love you silly.

I love today (:
The nasi lemak without chilli, watching MADE, curling my hair, taking manymany photos, cleaning up your closet, folding your clothes like a married housewife (hehe), planning to go Glasshouse fish&co but changing our minds so quickly, having Sakae Sushi and wanting to make "profit" hahahahah, taking a photo with only VE (hahahah), walking around Spotlight and thinking of what to do next time, watching Eye for a guy and remembering moments from it, listening to music, buying Big Gulp and just taking a sip from it... (Contented sigh)

Love you lah (:

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Okay, off to sleep now!
(:

2007-09-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

bliss to me is a long bus ride with hey there delilah playing in your ears...
half sung by plain white tees, half sung by my boy.

love (:

2007-09-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

I'm back from sub comm tea party & it was fun! (: The people in Union really made everything better.
I went as a fake Temasekian & my dear Jessybessy just had to tell everyone I didn't want to wear my school uniform lah. Walau, my mum threw my Bedok View one away what!

Anyway, it was really weird going as a student.
First, I don't know why but the bus uncle stopped at traffic light just to check my bus.
Secondly, Eileen & Kahyuen they all couldn't recognise me lah! They thought I was a real student. Hahahah. Hilarious. (:

Anyway, it was good seeing everyone.
I had a lot of fun today and I finally got to see Hunns! (:
We played Musical Chairs, Hide and Seek and Crocodile! Hahahah, we were such retards. Musical Chair was damn funny because Benchow & I knew we didn't want to become the 'winners' because we know sure got forfeit. Hahahaha, damn funny lah his action when he want to 'guard' a seat. HAHAHAHHA.

Hide & Seek was quite egg-citing cause we hid in the bushes! We namely Jess, Kim, I, Ash & Amanda. Eugene joined us after that. DAMN SCARY LA HIDING THERE LIKE PREYS LOOKING OUT FOR THEIR PREDATORS!

And hor...
I'll just wait for pictures from random people then I blog lah. I'm quite sleepy already.

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I had a short but good talk with Hunns (:
It was really good seeing her again after so long of not meeting up especially since Ayton and all. She was really busy at that time getting ready for her elections. Never mind k! (: My promise still stands - I'll go lounge & accompany you when I'm back in TP! Then we can all get high together like before! (: Love you hunns - you know I'll always be there to listen you silly goon (:

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I miss my boy.
I hope he's okay and I'm really worried for him. Sigh, army takes my boy away and they don't treat him right. Not logical at all! I miss him many. You'll be reading this, so I want to tell you, I LOVE YOU K (:

2007-09-10T14:36:00.000+08:00

HAIYAH.
Fine, I will blogbrogfrog now.
Because of Kim CCB. Hahahaha.

I'm just really sleepy. I had weird nightmares about the M and someone chasing me in the dream. Rarh.

The quarrel with the M has not been solved yet and I'm not really going to care anymore. I'm really quite tired. But yes, I know I don't mean what I say sometimes. Fine. I don't know what to do either. I'm just very tired of trying to get into your good books but yet you're nonchalant about everything I do. Sigh.

Okay, moving on to happier things.
Wait, what happier things.

Saturday was good because I went out (: My boy was going to be out at 230 so I woke up earlier to buy Munchy donuts for him! (: Took long bus rides the whole day, including 15 all the way to Pasir Ris.

And yay, finally saw him (: He looked damn kuku with his ultra heavy bag. Okay, it wasn't very heavy lah - just that it's very difficult to carry the trolley bag.

Headed down to the Suntec Dance 2007 after everything's done! (: Yuting & I had a very fun time whacking and irritating Glenn like mad. Jingwen also got join in sometimes - SEE GLENN, YOU SO NICE TO BULLY :D

The kiddos were damn cute! Like, ultra cute when they dance their hiphop dance. I think the best part was the below 13 age group lah! Damn cute lah the kids. I wonder who won though.

Cheered my lungs out for TPDE okay! (: We all did. Hahaha. :D

Before leaving, Benchow, Yuting & I had a small chat about you-know-who. I think it's super kuku lah! The way Benchow re-enact the whole scene with the funny expressions HAHAHA. Really, damn funny.

Oh yes, Farhan Happy Pill! (: Don't overtire yourself like mad. He worked from 2am to 1pm then he was dozing off during the dance performances lah! Walaueh. Hahahaha.

Had Pepper lunch for dinner/supper at around 930. Hoho. It was good! And it was my first time eating it! Not bad lah, I like the chicken & the taugays. Hahahha, I love my vegs! I don't understand how people cannot taken veggies. ): It's good lah, hello!

To digress a bit, I think I eat manymany kinds of vegs. I remember chatting with Benchow on MSN about eating the different kinds of vegs. We said we like kangkong (We did right? LOL) with belachan & all sorts of vegs lah. I LOVE MY VEG. EVERYONE EAT VEG OKAY! (: I just don't like parsley and those funny tasting ones. Heh.

Overall, my day was brightened up by my boy & SU people (: Yay.

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Sunday was meeting my boy and his mates. So I saw Tat, Alan & Cal! (: Hahaha, we ate at Eighteen Chefs. Eh Alan, you haven't tell me the story yet! He said he wanted to but he didn't. ):
Anyhows, it was good meeting all of them again. Although the talks were mostly about army & things I didn't know, I had my fair share of laughs too. Hahaha like seriously, I think they four make a weird combinations of laughters. Tat's the one with the crude sense of humour, Alan is the cute one, Cal's the cute one with his blur face and my boy's the one with the exaggerated expressions.

Sigh. I miss the SU times when they were still in school. Double sigh.

Anyway, I had a very good talk with Kim yesterday (: SEE I BLOG FOR YOU OKAY. And my promise still stands no matter what (: Don't be overly stressed up! Loves (:

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YAY I HAVE SUBCOMM TEA PARTAY LATERRRRR.
(:

2007-09-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

WARNING!
THIS ENTRY IS FREAKING PICTURE HEAVY.
got like 5 entries worth of pictures?
HAHAHAHAHAH :D

Wait for them them to load please! I took many hours doing it. I started from 8:49pm please!

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One Degree Fifteen Field Trip! (:

Many many yachts.
Nice scene. (:
The Mr Rich Guy's yacht we got in. (:
The lovelylovey girls in my class (: The girls definitely outnumber the guys lah.

Bathroom! Duh.
And I like their beds, don't you?! I think it reminds me a bit of Ikea.
Kitchen sink! So cool right, like the yacht is even nicer than your house.
I had one picture of me trying to control the steering thing, but I haven't got it yet. Hahaha.
Look at Jasmine's flyaway hair! That's the purpose of this picture :D

Ariel is so cute! :D
Yes, pretending to be Miss Singapore. So cute yes.
Grace is always, always interrupting photos. Loveydovey with your bin lah!
Me loves Jasmine.
Sweet sweet Faezah.

Yea, I don't know what the hell I was doing too.
Eh, I like this picture! I think damn cool :D
Very cool concept right? They say its for the swimmers to cool their butts on hot days. But.. okay, practicality wise..
Bin, gracey, mike & nic.
YockShan, Pam, Ben, Desmond, Val, Fion & Ee hua (:

Kim, ME, Jas, Faezah, Michelle, Joleen (EH LOOK AT HER FACE HAHA, SO CUTE YES), Qingyun and Ariel!
My very cool class.
With my careperson.. and someone.

Nice table right. Got lightings all.

All having high tea! :D And we were really drinking lah.
NOOOOOO.
Eew Ben. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Grace. Is. Always. Intruding.

Picture proves it all.

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RANDOM PICTURES OF TAS (:

Yes, umbrella stand Jasmine also want to take.
YOU SEE I WAS RIGHT ABOUT GRACE. And I don't know what Tiff's doing.
Archies in class!
CHINA HAHAHAHAHA.
TAIHONG SO CUTE!!!

Jasmine & my nonverbal communication :D Only we know.
Back in TP!
Now with Kim in the picture :D
At Faezah's place. Yes, not tas, fine.
Groupgirls at VIVO!

YO, my hiphop jelly. HAHAHAHA.

Nah Grace, give you one picture lor. HAHAHAHAHA.

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My dear Jessybessy's 18th!

Jessybessy wearing her present from Tomu & Caleb. Adorable wabbit Jess. Hahaha. Damn cute lah the 'thing'. I dont know what to call it leh, really.
The blur cok but damn cute Matthew, Ashely & Amanda! (:
Walau, Tatyi, CAN SMILE A NOT. CAN?! And hello Farhan. Hahahah, they making the "W" sign together. Meaning WELFARE. WALAU.

GROUP PHOTO! This should be at the end of this part of the entry but Blogger always messes up my photos. ): But anyway, I really like this photo don't you think! Happy people (:
Again, this should be at the end lah. But okay, HAPPY 18TH GIRLFRIEND (:

The very innocent looking Jessybessy and look at Yuting! OMG, so cute - I don't know where she looking leh.
Ash, Amanda & Glenno (: Who ate like mussels only for dinner. Walau.
Happy fish&co kiddos (:

Not forgetting my dearest Caiyuting, who took care of me the whole time I was dead sick. I love you babe!

The legendary 1234 (:
Kickass collage, kickass company, kickass LOVE (:

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Ashely's Billybombers 17th! (:

I can't really remember whose blazer this belonged to. I think it's Ivan's LOL. Then everyone started wearing his blazers. The first thing when Benchow wore it, he said, "Wa, hey gorgeous, here I come!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. My goodness. Damn funny please!

Johnny looks good head to ankle, CAUSE I THINK HIS SLIPPERS SPOIL THE LOOK LA JOHNNY. CANNOT OKAY.

And thats bestfriends & blazers. (:
Anyway, we ate Bombers lah. I edited these pictures before I got the rest of the pictures, so yah. I took a lot of pictures with Glenno but damn not nice lah seriously. GLENN, we take many photos another time okay?! :D

And we watched beautiful fireworks! Yay. My boy rushed down to watch them with me even though he was dead tired. (: Loves.
And there you go! Happy people (: Me loves SU gatherings cause it's always very fun :D

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VONN'S 18TH!

My favourite nine people in my list. Yes, including myself.
And not forgetting Gracey & Derrick. They spell family :D (And poor Jodin & Bin who were the photographers)

SO CUTE RIGHT HAHAHAHAH of course vonn gets the biggest heart, she's the birthday girl! :D
Yes, with my very ugly handwriting lah. On computer leh!
And her donut cake! (: So cute right.
And then her real cake. Heh.
You know she took like 37594857349590457 years to just get this shot. She's damn frigging louyapok leh. HAHAHAHAHA.
And of course, our traditional way of attacking our cake (: I love it. I always feel so happy saying, "EAT THE H9 WAY". Damn cool lah, please.
And yum. (: Derrick ate the most hor HAHAHAHA.
Some artyfarty shot by grace.
OMG THIS THING IS SO SO CUTE LAH :D
and lastly, our virgin experience taking the maxi cab. Heh.

YAY OMG IM FINALLY DONEEEEEEE.

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Some stuff about today (:

Thank you Wong! (: Today was fun. :D I hope your Munchy surprise went well, loves :)

my nick was : how much trust can you put in someone?
and my dearest ah pa said this :D

tat. 3 yrs of memories.... does it sucks to be me? i wonder... says:
i can trust u wif my life if i ever need to
tat. 3 yrs of memories.... does it sucks to be me? i wonder... says:
=)

DAMN SWEET LAA HOR?!?!

I've decided to go teaparty as an IJ girl. Since I have no uniform, why not just try out the uniform I've always wanted to wear (:

And I just had a chat with Kim. Sigh, I miss the old SU days. They were great, fantastic, fun and all those good adjectives that come up to your mind. Really.

Bridging, waffle fries, photohunting, daideeing and all that. I really miss those days with Mac delivery, where I would feel sad the whole day yet go into the lounge & feel so happy & yellow :D The lounge doesn't give me the same feeling anymore.

I'm very much looking forward to the oldies meeting up. Don't know if they'll happen - I hope so.

I guess what Kimbo said is right. Those year 1 experiences and memories would be taken to my last FO (:

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POLYFORUM THINGO TMR.

2007-09-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH MY BESTY YVONNE (:

Whee, what an eventful day. I finally got the chance to meet my NINERS. Do you know how happy I was?! Absolutely jump-for-joy-to-die-for ecstacy (:

Morning was Polyforum - which I wasn't too excited about. Thank god I had Derek, Alex, Eric & Cheryl to talk to. Or I'll just die.

Anyway, went back to hurry bathe & sleep but I couldn't get to sleep lah. In the end, met Wong earlier and headed to Suntec to queue for donuts for Yvonne! (: Wong was in a bright polka dotted pink dress and she kept worrying that she looked too bright, hahaha.

Met Sio & Ngiam. We were hungry, so we went around to draw money then buy food. Oh yah, our plan was to get Vonnie her can of "anything" because I promised her that it'll be my present to her what! Hahahah. Fun!

The funniest thing happened about Siobhan. Hor? HAHAHAHA, it's really damn funny - everyone should be there to see it please! Young modern taitai in distress - damn hilarious lah. Chocolate, chocolate! (Insiders)

Anyhows, we went around looking for Vonn's present and decided on a BEAR that we built! Oh my goodness, it was so adorable and cuddly lah - we had sucha tough time picking the cutest bear without the scary eyes. Heh. Yay, then we headed off to build the bear.

The process is damn cute. First, we gave it to this girl to fill the bear with fluff aka cotton wool. They have this special machine, will post it when I finish editing Ngiam's photos. Heh. Then we had a pick a heart that says "I love you" and make a wish for the person we're giving it to, afterwhich, we seal the wish with a kiss (: SO CUTE RIGHT OMG. I was like, the only one who's enthu, Sio was so reluctant pls!

Anyway, then the girl sewed the bear and we had to fluff it. Wah, I seriously think we four were damn suaku and noisy. We kept squealing and giggling when we were doing my things. Heh, girls whattttt. :D It's just damn cute lah, it even had a birth cert okay! :DDDDD

Sio made her bear. My god, that girl is retarded okay? We took a video of her making the bear, MUSTMUST show William. She's damn retarded lah.

Salesgirl: You can rub the heart on your head. Make him cleverer.
Sio: (laughs) Eh no need lah, he very clever alr.

WALAUEH SIOBHAN.

Fiq joined us shortly after that. Fiq unfortunately, became our donuts bellboy. We bought like, 3 dozens of donuts? Hahahah. It was good seeing Fiq again, but he's damn sarcastic & sadistic as usual. Rah.

Hurried down to NYNY. Panicked when Vonn smsed me about where I was because I told her I would be late and won't be meeting her :/ I don't want to let her know we buying presents what! :D Went to NYNY and wahlaueh, the queue was terrible.

We waited like 45 minutes before we got a seat. But the manager Mr Kevin, was a great guy. I think he showed hospitality & good service throughout our own time (: I still think NYNY is sucha nice place to have fun at. Really!

Soon, all our niners arrived and boy, was I glad to see them! (:
Mr Vainypot, who was still as vainy and metro as usual. "Eh joan, let's go shopping" "Eh joan, I want to find a job" Very typical Zheyang. Hahahah.

Jazziewazzie, who was THE LATEST and I boxed her like mad as usual. But you know I love seeing you! (:

Bao, who was second latest with his Bart shirt. When I said I wanted to see, he retorted, "Walau want to see go and buy yourself". Stupid nehneh. Hahaha. And we laughed alot a lot because it's bao.

Vonn, my lovely girl was prettypretty as usual. I damn miss her. Hahaha.

Derrick was damn funny because he's always very funny what! And kept wanting to eat the donuts. Walau, ownself queue la. HAHAHAHHA.

Grace & Hanbin who were loveydoveyloveydovey. Hahahaha.

Aiya, the rest is Fiq, Wong, Sio & Ngiam lor. Hahahah, we waited like 45 minutes and we got a table! And my silly was rushing down again. Poor thing, he's always cabbing to and fro after army. ): Busybusy because of me ):

And okay lah Jazreel, my bad cos I didnt tell him the nearest place for the bank thing can?! HAHAHAHA. :D

Okay, so dinner. Food, yums, full. Peekthures taking like mad.

Whee! Present & cake time! (:

So what happened was, the bear, can of anything and the cake was with NYNY already. So we went to tell the Indo (?) manager about it. He was very sweet about it and he thinks the "anything" idea is damn clever. YAY YAY YAY hahaha thanks to me hello! (: Then, he promised to get everything done lah, hes damn nice :D

So we took the donuts and the "anything" to Vonn and she was shocked lah. But she expected that the drink wasn't the only thing we're giving her. Walau, thick skinned - who say want to give you more! Hahah. Anyway, then we made her took MANYMANY photos of her attempt to take a fake photo of her blowing the candle. She sucks leh seriously. She cannot act.

Then.

THE REAL CAKE AND THE PRESENT CAME! She was so surprised lah, and this time the birthday song was super loud (: Heh, I was really glad everything turned out well.

OH YA I FORGOT TO SAY THAT OUR BEAR TO HER CAN TALK. Can sing actually, cos the girls sang the song to her. Heh :D She was really happy and more photo taking lah (:

Jodin & Hanbin were our photographers and everyone was just bursting out into laughter whenever Bin was taking the photos. DAMN FUNNY LA I ALSO DONT KNOW WHY HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Stupid Ngiam & Bao, always trigger me to laugh. Poor Grace keep going, "Eh! Don't laugh at my boyfriend!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Okay, it was damn funny okay. And throughout the whole day hor, Ngiam and Fiq kept laughing hor? HAHAHAHAHA.

It was damn fun seeing everyone lah, I really enjoyed like every single moment of that whole event. It was damn fun. (:

After that, Bin & Grace left first while the rest headed to Esplanade. We saw Daphne Khoo's gig and seriously, I wasn't interested. Only Jodin was. Hah. And whee! The next most happening thing happened!

WE TOOK A MAXI CAB!

Yay, many of our first time and virgin experience. MY GOD IT WAS DAMN FUN LA. Everyone squeezed in like mad. Oh, and we or rather Jodin & Jazreel haggled for the price. From 90 to 70? But still expensive lah, BUT FUN! (: So exciting that we kept making a lot of noise & taking pictures with tremendous flash. Until everyone scolded me ):

And hor, DERRICK HAD TO SIT ON JAZREEL'S LAP HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

& that stupid Bao kept laughing when he got into the cab beside me. K, I don't blog why, cause damn mean lah! I laughed only cos Bao laughed. LOL.

Ngiam & Jaz began talking about Ngiam's crush/eyecandy Hahahaha, actually everyone also know who. You keep talking about him all the time, until sian lah. Hahaha, but he's cute lah. And hor, he can sing Wo Ke Yi right? HAHAHAHAHA.

Ngiam: Actually hor, your birthday can invite your bestfriends I also don't mind. Or best friend also can. HAHAHAHAHAH.

OMG DAMN EVENTFUL RIGHT THE WHOLE DAY (:
I LOVE MY H9&CO AND I REALLY HOPE CAN MEET UP AGAIN.
and hopefully next time got h9&spouses HAHAHAHA damn funny okay.

(: HAPPY 18TH AGAIN BESTY. I LOVE YOU!

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and of course, my sillyboy. I love you. Thanks for rushing down after army, from your ahma's thing & yet keeping awake even though you're dead beat. Of course, thanks for being h9's photographers, haggler (with the taxi man) and being my boy who carries my stuff. I love you! Sunday was well spent with Ratatouille which is damn damn cute, a lot of love & crunchyroll. Heh. I love my boy!

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MUST SEE THIS SHOP! (:
CLICK HERE!

2007-08-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

Courtesy of KIM! (:

List out the top 5 presents you wish for (not in order of importance):
1. For my frigging GPA to maintain.
2. A new handphone please!
3. Shiseido's 52buckeroos liquid eyeliner.
4. New bag!
5. Dress.

Answer the following questions:

The person who tagged you is:
Kim!

Your relationship with her is:
FRIEND&CLASSMATE! Woo (:

Your 5 impressions of KIM! (:
1. Initially I thought she was damn intimidating please! LOL.
2. But I realise she's damn funny.
3. & sarcastic especially in suaning me ):
4. Opinionated!
5. Daring! (: She's damn willing to answer questions in class, damn cool.

The most memorable thing she had done for you:
Huh, she never do anything for me leh ): HAHAHA. She help me print notes without complaints!

The most memorable words she had said to you :
NEIGH. basket! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

If he/ she becomes your lover,you will:
feel very guilty towards Jodin? LOL.

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
I know! Never ever to call me Neigh again. I will kill you hor Kim. Hahaha.

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
be very sad lah walau. What a question.

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Huh, I really dont know leh. Cause I dont think we'll be enemies. Neh!

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Help her overcome her addiction with you-know-what! Really!

Your overall impression of him/ her is:
My friend! (:

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Loud, noisy, loud, crazy, loud, full of overly zealous enthusiasm. Oh yah, did mention loud?

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
I don't bite, I'm friendly! (: Serious!

On the contrary, the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
My esteem issue. Rarr.

The most ideal person you want to be is:
A thinner person please and I don't mind a good tan. Okay lah, damn superficial but I would like a more mild-tempered & understanding personality please (:

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
YAY you all have good taste. HAHAHAHA, kidding lah.
Thanks & I really appreciate it (: *beams*

Pass this quiz to 10 people / you all can choose to do it or not lah - im filling in names cos I want to answer the rest of the questions! :D

1. Yvonne ( but hello, I know you have prelims lah ): )
2. Wongie.
3. Gracey.
4. Jessybessy.
5. Ngiam.
6. Sio.
7. Jazziewazzie.
8. Bao. (although I think you'll be too lazy.)
9. Jodin (although I think you won't do as well.)
10. Glenn! (you should be quite free right? :D)

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with? William!

Is No. 9 a female or male? Male.

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? HAHAHAHAHA CANNOT MAKE IT ONE SERIOUSLY.

How about No. 8 and 5? Hey, anything's possible. They live so near each other somemore. But no lah, such old friends already.

What is No. 2 studying about? BZE. Business and system engineering or something.

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3? If you met few liners, then recently. If you meant heart to heart chat, then a week or so ):

What kind of music band does No. 8 like? SHE and Chinese songs!

No. 1 has any siblings? Yep, two brothers.

Will you woo No. 3? Nah, she's attached, I'm attached plus she's a female yo.

How about No. 7? Again, I'm attached plus she's a female yo.

Is No. 4 single? NO! She has a loveydovey boyfriend (:

What's the surname of No. 5? Ngiam. HAHAHAHA, her first name is Amanda.

What's the name of No. 10? Glenn Sandhu! Hoho.

What's the hobby of No. 4? Making a lot of noise hahahah. Being crazy, shopping & going out with her boyfriend? Can?

Do No.5 and 9 get along well? Er, both not too familiar terms but fine! They can get along lah (:

Where is No. 2 studying at? Temasek Poly!

Talk something casually about No. 1? Huh? She's my besty - I can talk casually, seriously, crazily and everything with her. (:

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8? Hahahahah, cannot. We'll always be very good friends :D

Where does No. 9 live at? Block 634 Bedok Reservoir (:

What colour does No. 4 likes? Huh, I don't know. Can I say purple cos her Msn font colour is purple?! Lol.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends? Not bestfriends, but good friends I guess (:

Does No. 7 like No. 2? Yes! :D

How do you get to know No. 2? Secondary school, duh?

Does No. 1 have any pets? Nopers.

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world? Sexy is a perception (:

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1. A random guy/girl comes up to you
and says 'hey babe.' you say:
- Er, hello.

2. what was the last thing you put in
your mouth?
- Twisties Cheese! (:

3. what does your last text message
says?
- Jodin telling me he's going for his march.

4. the last song you listened to?
- Daniel Bedingfield's If you're not the one. I think thats the title.

5. what's irritating you this very
moment?
- The fan.

6. where is the rest of your family
right now?
- All out.

7. what did you do yesterday?
- Had my AM paper & ate with my sillyboy (:

8. pick a scar on your body, how'd you
get it?
- One small tiny one on my right arm. Got it when I was running past the corridors in BedokView & ended up cutting myself by the door.

10. what do you want to do when you get
out of high school/college?
- I'll work first and probably study part time. Even better if I had sponsorship (:

11. how old is your mom?
- 46 this year.

12. are you signed onto MSN?
- Nope, surprisingly hor.

14. who's your most religious friend?
- Johnny!

16. if you could change your name to
anything what would it be?
- I like my name the way it is (:

17. what's the best compliment someone
has given you?
- Hmmm... (:

18. what do you hate most about your
school?
- The human traffic.

19. miss someone?
- Yep.

20. last time you took a plane ?
- Woah, very very long time ago.

21. how many times a day do you log
into myspace?
- Zero. Zilch. No myspace.

22. last profile you went into?
- Mine. Hahaha.

23. what's the first thing you would do
with five million bucks?
- Get someone to pinch me first. YOU THINK FIVE DOLLARS AH, FIVE MILLION LEH WTH.

24. do you like this survey so far?
- Okay lor, I'm doing this cause I'm really bored.

25. who's the fourth person on your featured
friends, and why?
- Gracey because she listens to my rants, lends me a hand & shoulder whenever I need them (:

26. how would you react if numbers
three, six, and eight on your top
friends all of a sudden hated you?
- Eh choy. But duh, damn depressed.

27. next thing you'll spend money on?
- My bag please (:

28. what's one toy you remember having
in the 90's?
- My barbie dolls!

29. if you had a son what would you
name him?
- I haven't thought of it yet.

30. look through the nearest window,
what do you see?
- A Block of flat.

31. what's does your mousepad look
like?
- I don't use any.

32. who's someone you drifted from
that you wish you were closer?
- My niners.

33. which of your friends do you argue
with most?
- Wong, hahahaha. It's fun (:

35. what's your dream job?
- How about a general manager in Sands Resort or Resorts World IR? (:

36. who's the last person that you felt
was stalking you?
- :/

37. if you could have any car what
would it be?
- Can I have a mini cooper and a bmw please? (:

38. what's your favorite breakfast
food?
- Anything my silly whipped up. Or sausage mcmuffin, nasi lemak, french fries (Anytime, anywhere!)

39. how do you like your eggs?
- Sunny side up, scrambled eggs with garlic & onions. Yum.

41. how about a tattoo?
- If I could, I'll get a star. But it'll hurt way too much for me.

42. what mood are you in?
- Sleepy.

43. what's a movie you want to see in
the theatres?
- RATATOUILLE!!!!!!!!!!! Confirm.

44. if you had to live somewhere else
where would it be?
- In a comfortable enough house with a pool view or beach view, can? (:

45. what's the last four numbers of
your phone number?
- 5833.

46. how many hours did you sleep for
last night?
- Around 7 hours.

47. where will your next car ride be
to?
- Shrugs.

48. if you could live in any tv show?
- HEROES or The OC (: Meet Hiro Nakamura & Seth Cohen :D

49. what video game do you play most
often?
- I hardly even play any games but I guess DJ Max on the boy's psp should count right?

50. what are you wearing right now?
- My Kelvon shirt & FBTs (:

I'll tag all the above 10 people that I've listed in the previous quiz to do it, plus Kim and all the random people who wants to do this (:

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I'm tired.

2007-08-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
You make me wanna call you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love,
You make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight,
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love,
You make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

This song has been stuck in my head for days.
AND GUESS WHAT?!
It's been in my boy's head as well! (:
Hehehe, so cute eh? Telepathy rocks! Heh.

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School has been okay.
I'm still overall upset over my results even though some people think I should be contented with it. I always have a high expectation of myself because I don't like disappointing my dad. I want to make sure I achieve good, even excellent results just to please him. He's my dad, I love him and I want to do my best for him.

Sigh. The grades are bad and I really tried my best. Maybe my best is not good enough. I'm going to try even harder and study even harder. Even if it takes 87.5 marks for my main paper to get an A for Resort Ops & Accounts, I'm going to mug like a bloodyb*. I'm not giving up now, I have have have to pull my GPA up.

Please, hopefully, tomorrow my project grades and coursework grades will be satisfactory. I know I can do well if I want to. I don't care if people think I'm aiming too high and that I should lower my expectations. Like hello? Ever heard of aim for the moon and even if you fail, you land upon the stars? Rah, I've heard all these lines all the time - I have to do something to pull up my grades. I'm determined yo. *shows peace sign*

And that's something that's annoying me slightly. I think you're scary. You spout vulgarities out of the sudden over little things. Like seriously, does it matter so much that you have to scold your lecturers? They don't have to give you tips, they're not obliged to. So when they don't give tips, yeah, everyone gets upset but is it to that extent that you have to scold someone like that? Gee. I just think it's not very nice.

Anyhows, Heroes is a good show despite the gory scene and freakiness. The Japanese guy is so cute - damn funny! :DD

&&& JASMINE GAN! I hope your leg is okay (: Loves!

2007-08-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

I have something else that I forgot to upload!!! (:

Yay, my sogoddamnadorable wallpaper (: Heh.

Thanks to Jek who sent me this song which I fell in love with months ago (before the sudden popularity). But something he'll say and I'll agree is - Radio makes songs so commercialised. Now I'm hearing this song everywhere and everyone knows it. It's not fun anymore :/

& did I mention, Jodin's ringer ID is Your Guardian Angel? Teehee.

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GRACE ONG FASTER BLOG LEH WALAUEH YOU TAKING AGES.